Love

So, I believe I have met the perfect man for me. His name is Joey, he's a firefighter. He's super sweet and cute and nice and wants kids and wants to get married and thinks I'm perfect and understands me perfectly. He's everything I ever dreamed of. <3

Facts

1) Homeland Security recently bought 1.4 billion rounds of hollow point ammunition, which is a type our military isn't even allowed to have. It can pierce kevlar vests. http://www.americanthinker.com/blog/2012/09/why_does_homeland_security_need_14_billion_rounds_of_ammunition.html
2) They are proposing stricter gun laws as if that would prevent murders. Timothy McVeigh did not use guns and how many people did he kill and injure? en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Oklahoma_City_bombing
3) The government is creating a database composed of all citizens' information and they will give the information to whoever they want. http://www.fastcompany.com/3004115/us-government-launches-massive-surveillance-database

CAPS LOCK RAGE PARTY!!!

FUCK THIS MOTHER FUCKING SHIT I FUCKING HATE MEN AND I'M GETTING GOD DAMN SICK AND TIRED OF THEM ALWAYS LYING TO ME AND USING ME AND NOT EVEN CARING IF I'M NICE OR ANYTHING. I'M SICK OF FEELING WORTHLESS. I'M SICK OF WANTING TO DIE EVERY FUCKING DAY BECAUSE I'M NOT ENOUGH FOR SOME FUCKTARD WHO DOESN'T SEE HOW PRECIOUS I AM. I'M SICK OF CRYING EVERY GOD DAMN NIGHT BECAUSE SOME MOTHER FUCKER IS AN ASSHOLE. I JUST WANT TO SCREAM AND SOMETIMES I JUST WANT TO THROW EVERYTHING AND CUT MYSELF AND I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT TO DO ANYMORE. EVERY TIME IT FEELS LIKE THINGS ARE GETTING BETTER, SOMETHING ELSE FALLS APART AND IT SUCKS DICK. THIS SHIT IS DRIVING ME CRAZY. I JUST WANT TO FEEL NORMAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

DAMN YOU!!!!

Damn you to Hell, Robbie.
Me: I'm still kind of miffed because of last night.
Robbie: Why what happened
Me: You wouldn't even say "I love you" out loud because don't want your parents to know about me. What the Hell? I'm your girlfriend and have been for 2 months and you won't tell anyone about me? Wouldn't that piss you off if you were me?
Me: I guess I really am stupid enough to believe in love...
Robbie: I wouldnt be pissed
Me: Wow. Really. You're saying that wouldn't hurt? That wouldn't make you suspicious? Make you cry? Make you feel like an idiot? How about if I just left without telling you I wouldn't be coming back, or even that I was leaving, until the day of? Would that hurt?
Me: Do you have any idea how many times you've made me cry? Do you care? At all?

Letter

Dear ******:
How dare you. You are so selfish. You say you love me, but all you really care about is yourself. You just want to play with a young girl's heart. You're a sick b*stard. I know that I've told you time and again that it's over, but this time I mean it. I'm done. I REFUSE to let myself be pushed aside. DAMN IT you said you LOVED me; is this how you treat everyone you love? Or maybe it's just me. Maybe I'm just a worthless piece of sh*t. Because, for f*ck's sake, I can't seem to stay away from you. And, in Taylor Swift's words, down here from the ground I see who you are. I'm sick and I'm damn tired of your reasons, because you always tell me you're "busy" or "tired". Well yes, sometimes that can be true. But every DAMN time I try to talk to you, you come up with some reason why you can't. You stand me up and then make up a reason. Did you know that I wanted to marry you? Did you know that I'm pregnant? I bet you didn't. And you know why? BECAUSE YOU NEVER TAKE TIME OUT OF YOUR PRECIOUS BULLSHIT TO CARE ABOUT YOUR GIRLFRIEND, YOU PRICK! So here's to you and all of your lies and attitudes. Oh, and by the way: I still think about that time you yelled at me, and guess what! it still hurts. Every damn time it crosses my mind, it cuts like a knife. So yea, there's a lot of reasons why I'm saying good-bye. All of them are about you. This time it's not me, it's all you. Bye.

C is for Commitment (Issues haha)

So recently one my friends/ex-boyfriends suggested that I have commitment issues. I think that's ridiculous because I want to get married and have little baby Beths running around and all that but it got me thinking so I ask you all this: Do you think I have commitment issues?

R is for Regulations

What has America become? Since when has the greatest country on Earth been a nanny-state ruled by a dictator? Why have we allowed ourselves to be controlled by over 1,000 new regulations per week (that's just per department, mind you)? Weren't we founded on freedom? But now we are barely 200 years into foundation and if we want to travel anywhere, we get molested by government officials. In NYC, Mayor Bloomberg has decided it is in his jurisdiction to control how much soda, sugary coffee, et cetera you can order at restaurants and other businesses. When did that become government's control?

Please

I didn't think it would come to this. I thought we'd be friends, yes, but I never imagined a love like this could possibly exist for a girl like me. You caught me off-guard and now I'm diving head-first. I smile all the time when I hear your voice and I love everything about you. You're the sweetest boy I've ever known and I never want to let you go. Please say I can keep you. Please say that you're mine. Please promise me forever. Please promise me all time. My heart is yours, and that I don't give lightly. You think I'm beautiful with no make-up on and you tell me I'm right even when we both know I'm wrong. Please don't let me go. Don't turn me down. Don't push me away. Tell me you love me too. Please.

Quotes

Never stop asking for help, you might just get it.

A person is smart, people are stupid.

Common sense is not so common.

A dream is an extended reality, all you have to do is reach out and touch it.

Have mercy!

It'll be funnier than a penguin playing a banjo.

Hi. I will eat you if you make me mad.

Come along, man-bitch.

I think you're a flying spaghetti monster.

Angry people need hugs (or sharp objects).

Bring out your inner ninja.

I am a loud man with a very large hat. That means I am in charge!

No, I won't go to hell! I've got a restraining order.

I'll kill him. I'll kill him dead. Like with a rock...or something.

Why do you always wear that stupid bunny suit?

Yippy kaya mother fucker!

The voices are telling me to kill you.

I may be pretty but I'm not dumb.

Luv him? O yes I do 'cuz he's for me and not for you and if by chance you take my place I'll take my fist and smash your face.

Be optimistic. The people you hate are eventually going to die.

Zombie. Eat flesh.

I have ADD and magic markers, oh the thrills I will have.

I will be the best zombie in the world.

Oh if it isn't my favorite little man-slut.

BITCHES!!!

Thy sockeths are being rockethed.

You're a pile.

Shhh. I'm hiding from my imaginary friends.

I was going to take over the world but I got distracted by something sparkly.

Don't play the sex lottery, use a condom.

I love you with every fiber of my being.

With every fiber of my being I ache to be near you.

I know that my place is with you.

You're my heroine.

I'd be lying if I told you losing you was something I could handle.

I waited for you hoping I would get you back.

And if you had been happy with someone else I would have continued to just live my life but I could not move on. So I would have stayed single till I died.

You are more beautiful than any sunrise.

I could not be happy without you.

Life is a series of rooms. And who we get stuck in those rooms with adds up to what our lives are.

I just need to die knowing that something was different because I was here.

You could be nice or you could be a total ass, either way you did something to somebody that they'll remember you for.

Why did you choose me? There's something about you,
it's like you hurt too.

The past is the past. Right now, this moment, this is what you'll be remembered for.

I give you everything I am: my heart, my hand, my eternal love...and I will save myself for you.

Put you in the bitch transformer.

If it's brown, flush it down.

I need to start to be myself, because I'm sick of everybody else.

Wear these clothes, walk this way, do exactly what they say. It's your life, but their way, follow me, it's all the same.

I'm a lady...futher-mucker try to show some class.

If you do something right, people won't be sure you really did anything at all.

Democracy is not a spectator sport.

Act as if what you do makes a difference. It does.

It does not so much matter what happens. What one does when it happens is what matters.

Always do your best. What you plant now, you will harvest later.

Be gentle to all and stern with yourself.

Be miserable. Or motivate yourself. Whatever has to be done, it's always your choice.

Be thine own palace, or the world's thy jail.

Begin to be now what you will be hereafter.

Believe in yourself! Have faith in your abilities! Without a humble but reasonable confidence in your own powers you cannot be successful or happy.

By failing to prepare, you are preparing to fail.

Either you run the day or the day runs you.

Even if you fall on your face, you're still moving forward.

Fear cannot be without hope nor hope without fear.

I don't believe you have to be better than everybody else. I believe you have to be better than you ever thought you could be.

If you can dream it, you can do it.

It's always too early to quit.

Leap, and the net will appear.

Never complain and never explain.

Problems are not stop signs, they are guidelines.

The secret of getting ahead is getting started.

Well done is better than well said.

What you do today can improve all your tomorrows.

You can never quit. Winners never quit, and quitters never win.

You can't build a reputation on what you are going to do.

Believe you can and you're halfway there.

Don't let the fear of striking out keep you from playing the game.

A life spent making mistakes is not only more honorable, but more useful than a life spent doing nothing.

Any idiot can face a crisis- it's day to day living that wears you out.

Believe that life is worth living and your belief will help create the fact.

Change your life today. Don't gamble on the future, act now, without delay.

Don't go through life, grow through life.

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