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I have recently moved to Georgia from Maine. And now reside in Rincon, Ga. I am almost deaf, and have had mental illness. I no longer take medications but use acquired Coping Skills not Pills.

abandoned soul
abandoned soul: the 2015 christmas poem is done, i hope you like it

CHRISTMAS 2015

Give your mummy and daddy a big christmas hug
look up if there if thats where there at
there thinkin of you
and KNOW that your a loved soul

never be too old
spend the best of your soul
pick a fight where ones needed
be the last soul standing
A loved, true, happy, good, soul.

by michael empathy


CHRISTMAS 2014

MAY your love remain Precious , boundless , true 
YOUR soul , a thing of beauty , shrinking infinity 
YOUR joy , a thing found in a small flower amongst weeds 
YOUR friendships , a thing of love , infectious laughter , endless joy
YOUR smile , a thing of freely given beauty 
YOUR heart , a thing of bravery , never saying no to the good fight 
YOUR understanding's , a thing of truths , empathy , contentment
YOUR loved ones , a group getting your very best , giving theirs 
YOUR life , a thing of amazing wins , small and great 
YOUR mind , a thing of constant wonder , endless discovery 
YOUR love of people expand to generosity for the poorest 
LASTLY may you KNOW your a loved soul 

by Michael empathy.

CHRISTMAS 2013

may your soul
be a slayer of evil
your empathy
stronger than your fear
your fear
without hatred
your love
pure … and true

by michael empathy.

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Tears from Heaven: how cute
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YetiFinder: soooooooooooooooooooooooooo cute and adorable.
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debglbt: So cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
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Angel131313: ***So Sweet***
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Angel131313: That sure looks like Shirley temple so cute
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cyankuba29: good looking mom there is no better than right now to be happy ,happinessis a journey not a destination so work like you dont need money ,love like you never been hurt and dance like no one.
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deenilsen: With my big little brother at dads funeral service
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Angel131313
Angel131313: So Sorry
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deenilsen
deenilsen to debglbt: come out come out wherever you are.............looking for deb..beep beep, anyone seen deb??
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debglbt
debglbt: Dee! Thanks for saying hello. I have been in my own hell with a med taper that went bad. Just getting back into life. Sending you hugs!
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deenilsen
deenilsen: Honest opinion. I whittled these from my own design in wood. My husband made me the eishing eell in the yard a few months back. Decided would make perfect nativity at christmas. Honest opinions!!
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Curles in Pearls
Curles in Pearls: dee its great i need get me one
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fran1967
fran1967: good one
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deenilsen
deenilsen: this year im going to fix it up some and put plexi glass around it!
It lights up at night and has two deer coming towards it on the ground
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abandoned soul
abandoned soul: Hello loved souls ...i need your help … I need you to do a email in support of me …
annette cain 'works' at lifeline ,a australia wide phone councelling place …
she has decided that I am a angry person , I do get angry at times ,[i am only human] Ive had bipolar 25years diagnosed and have had multable scrosis for 9 months , BOTH often painful in different ways. Not self halming , but not walking much either ,lol
Your on my friends list, and so you know me a small amount or ALOT ,and I NEED YOUR HELP NOW …SO PLEASE.
I need the email to start with ''in support me [or otherwise LOL]''
answer these questions ...
start a email or letter to my mail with...
I SUPPORT [dont] MICK BECAUSE ...
, have I EVER chatted with you ,??? …
1...swearing,? Y...N ?
2...sexual talking ?, . Y...N ?
3 ...threats ?, Y....N ?
4...drugs ?, Y...N ?
5 lieing,? Y...N ?
6... not helping ?, Y....N ?
7...hurting your feelings ,? :
8... breaking confidentiality , ?
9... is mick only human?????
10... am Is he a good person?,
11... has he helped you in the past with a problem?
12...Do I have bipolar and multable scrosis?
13 … has mick still been good to ?me even with illness?
14... Will mick make a good phone good crisis counceller for lifeline ?[Annette Cain*]
15...Do I trust mick?
16...do I think mick is a angry person???


I am depending on you loved souls to get me into this councelling course...
I dont need rejection for this course at times like these , for of all things :anger hehehe , and I think you all know my soul is anything but angry ,
SO PLEASE DO ME THIS ONE BIG FAVOR and get me back enrolled in this course.
Thankyou loved souls
lol, if nothin else , tell her my hearts in the right place and im a good student ...bai

Annette@lifelinehunter.org.au
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ChelseaMadison
ChelseaMadison: this my Guardian Angel blog/post

Guardian Angel post
Guardian Angel poem

You swept me off my feet
And put into my heart such fiery heat
At first sight I would not have known
The kind of love and protection I'd be shown

You've helped me through the good and bad
You are my guardian angel
Forever you will hold me in your arms
Because of you I know I'll never be harmed
I am yours and you are mine
Forever and ever will be just fine
feel the vibrations of your wings
and know that you are here.

Then feel your tender touch
as you enfold me with His Love.
prayer has come to earth,
sent down from Father above.

I can never deny your presence.
You fill my heart with song.,
Knowing that I am not alone.

You loan me strength when I give out.
And you raise my courage up.
I will live each day I have
in humbleness and in prayer.
.
You have a Guardian Angel
Who watches over you -
Everywhere you go
And everything you do.

This gentle, silent helper
To shelter and protect you,
Your Angel will always help you
Whenever things go wrong,
They'll be the wings beneath your feet

God gave us each an angel
To watch over us with love.
Angels always carrying messages
To Him in Heaven above.
They warn us during danger,
Encourage us to do what is right,
And will always guard and guide us,
Throughout the day and night.
God sent them to protect us,
When crisis comes our way,
And to aid us with our problems

Thank You, my God in Heaven,
For our Guardian Angels
amen
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abandoned soul: … … twelve days & twelve Christmas wishes … …
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MAY your love remain Precious , boundless , true
YOUR soul , a thing of beauty , shrinking infinity
YOUR joy , a thing found in a small flower amongst weeds
YOUR friendships , a thing of love , infectious laughter , endless joy
YOUR smile , a thing of freely given beauty
YOUR heart , a thing of bravery , never saying no to the good fight
YOUR understanding's , a thing of truths , empathy , contentment
YOUR loved ones , a group getting your very best , giving theirs
YOUR life , a thing of amazing wins , small and great
YOUR mind , a thing of constant wonder , endless discovery
YOUR love of people expand to generosity for the poorest
LASTLY may you KNOW your a loved soul
by Mick E.
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2014 xmas poem
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deenilsen
deenilsen: Mick, this poem almost brings me to tears cuz it is so absolutely beautiful, a loyal friend I will always be, hon!!!
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pastortim
pastortim: hi Dee hope to see ya in the meeting today 9pm est if the Lord is willing and the creek don't rise lol! meet in jc room
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pastortim: chat schedule fo rjesusconnect chat pastortim
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deenilsen
deenilsen: you know your grown up when
a nap no longer feels like a punishment
but a reward
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mssexygirl27: Lol...that's a good one.
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ak_arctic_rose: Nap! My faV three letter word!
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deenilsen: Sorry nobody cares that i was yelled at by a sheriff tonight cause i reported people taking bags of stuff from a neighbors house across the street. The man earlier today led the sheriff on a chase thru our community while his tire was so flat, his rims were sparking. Anyway, the man is supposedly a meth user. my husband called earlier and sheriff came by and told him there was nothing to worry about. Then when i called, the sheriff came and yelled at me cause he put in over 100 miles on his precious sheriffs car today. Twice from us calling. I only wish he knew how hard it is for a person 80% to speak on the phone. And that I can't hear well, so my eyes and other senses i have to use to replace. I did not deserve that. And 100 mph isn't much when our county is so big. My gosh probably used it chasing the neighbor. ANd when i called, He was here in a minute. so no miles i take it. Why don't people in highly regarded positions listen to people. We were so worried about the women in the house. The guy today is always yelling and cussing at her. Sometimes just for talking to someone or waving to them. We were worried about her safety. No reason to be treated this way. I guess it doesn't pay to be concerned and worried about someones welfare. All all, we might cause miles on a sheriffs car!!! Sick and tired of trying to care for people. I have a good heart but it hardens sometimes by the reactions of others. Causes me to hate my disability and wish i didn't have it. I don't want to help anyone anymore if this is the treatment we get.
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ak_arctic_rose: Dee, your've got a tender heart. You always do you best by people and it's easy to get frustrated. We wouldn't expect any less from you! Your going to heaven girl, keep up the good work!
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JOANN12: I would call and ask to speak to the supervisor and explain everthing that took place. and you had concerns and no you don't deserve to be yelled at like that at all. dee your a good person with a great heart to.
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deenilsen: Sometimes you just have to erase the messages, delete the numbers and move on. You don't have to forget who that person was to you: You just have to accept that they aren't that person anymore
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deenilsen: I am considering quitting wire again but really sincere at this point. I came thinking I could help others. But at this point wonder if possible. There seems to be too much going on in the rooms that wire tends to"not want" to be aware of. I've seen too many rooms shut down by intruders whoee soul purpose in life is to make fun of, pick up on peoples weeknesses and try to distroy something good. Have the time the victim is disciplined harsher than the person who did the crime. Thats not right. I am in no way playing God or judge. I've moded five rooms and just can't stand to set back and watch it go on any longer. I am a christian, yes. And believe in Christian values. In most rooms one can get kicked out for admitting to that. But I've seen numerous christian rooms have to shut down due to attacks from non christian like persons. I am not afraid to admit my faith. It should not have to be hidden. I am proud of it. But I just can't condone the behavior of others. Wire is supposed to be a mental healthy chat. I've survived the harshes of mental illness. Why should I have to hide the very things that helped me yhru it so I can pass it to others to help.I love you all dearly and most of you know that. Am I perfect. NO!! But I am human. And most humans don't like to see others harmed. I've laid myself thin during my duration here. Times spent staying up all night helping someone out. Passing on email so I am there on my phone to help anyone. But like I said, I'm human. I too have neefs, wants, and a heart. I have my times where I need comfort too. And should not have to endure guilt feelings when I am in need. Sorry folks. I love you all
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ak_arctic_rose: Dee, I miss ya already! Come get a hug,
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fran1967: I miss u deee
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pastortim in reply to Emmet2Tim2_7: amen well said emmet!
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deenilsen: hi rib, so happy to see you. i do apologize for the discussion yesterday. Please forgive me. I did not see your name in bold on my tablet yesterday. I apologize for not seeing you as a mod. I am very glad that we are friends
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deenilsen to Emmet2Tim2_7: I think its another invasion from another room
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deenilsen: Just tired these days. I know my recovery took a long while. And my hearing seems to be getting worse. But my motivation is growing downwards at a fast pace. I don't want to go back that way. Just want to find some purpose in life. I want to work again and not be a taxpayers expense. But it seems to be getting harder and harder. People tend to not trust my recovery or even my hearing impairment. Theres got to be some kind of purpose in my life besides sitting around playing Suzi Housewife and Betty Crocker.
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deenilsen: hiya
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deenilsen: Don't try to overhaul your life overnight. Instead focus on making one small change at a time. Overtime those small changes will add up to a big transformation. Don't give up!!
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deenilsen: Someone who truly loves you, sees what a mess you can be. how moody you can get, and how hard you can be to handle, but still wants you.
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deenilsen: Never ignore a person who loves you. cares for you, and misses you. Because one day, you might wake up and realize, the lost the moon while counting the stars!
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