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debglbt
debglbt: This has been the look of my mental health path for the last 18 years as I have tried to figure out what is wrong with me. If you feel that you are in the woods on a path that never seems to end, I know exactly what you are going through.

I thought it was time for a change with my profile pic. It reflects how I am feeling these days.
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debglbt
debglbt: On second thought..I decided on a new pic for my profile pic. I learned how to do pics today as you can see from Kelseysunset. Thank you Kelsey! Having so much fun!!!
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ChelseaMadison
ChelseaMadison in reply to debglbt: yw deb
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rsgb
rsgb: Deb, it seems like you may have been depressed for a long while. A treatable condition surely. I suppose most of us don't get help as long as we can function. (me also) I hope you find a clearing in the woods.
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debglbt
debglbt: Dear rsgb:

I am diagnosed with bipolar disorder and now anxiety has been added to the diagnosis. It's been 18 long years of psychiatrists, meds, housing programs and financial ruin. I was a corporate executive and had a breakdown at the age of 34 and lost it all. I will turn 52 on April 29th. But I will never give up or give in. So I keep trying to figure it out how to be mentally and physically well on a daily basis.

LOL! I have seen many clearings in the woods and then a log will trip me up and I fall down on the ground again. But there have been many moments during these years that all I have seen is a long path infront of me with no end in sight. Sometimes I wonder how I got through it all.

Oh well. It is what it is right? We all just do the best we can as I know you do too.

Thanks for taking the time to reach out.

Love Deb
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rsgb
rsgb: Just know that there are people you have never met who care about you.
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debglbt
debglbt: Thank you rsgb. That means everything! Luv Deb
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EFastMan
EFastMan in reply to debglbt: Can totally relate!!
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debglbt
debglbt: I am getting better! Thank you all for your support!
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Angel131313
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Bat Cat 
Bat Cat: sometimes think that's what life is... a long unending path full of small clearings along the way to stop and rest.
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