Feeling INVISIBLE! :(:(

As I live my life with Aspergers
there are times that I feel invisible
some people who make me feel like that
will sometimes find out later on through written words
when someone ignores me or does NOT care
I feel like i am not there
I begin to wonder is my life worth this?
when someone asks me how I am doing.
I tell them the same thing every time " I am fine."
The reason for that is because I tend to keep my feelings inside
Even though some people may begin to think that I should not feel or think this way. I just wish there was another way to let my emotions out.
The reason why I may feel this way is because of my Dad spending less time with me and more time with Sister.
that is one out of SEVERAL reasons why I feel INVISIBLE

March 17th

March 17th; some people just see it as St. Patrick's day or just another day out of the rest of the 364 days of the year.
March 17th; to me is the day I asked Vernon Hodges if he would like to become my Spiritually Adopted Grandfather. It is also the day my Granddaddy celebrates another year of age.
March 17th is a day I will NEVER forget!
March 17th of this year will be 2 years since I asked Vernon L. Hodges if he would like to become the Spiritually Adopted Grandfather.

I am truly blessed that I have him in my life
HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY GRANDPA YOU!!!!!!!