 Friends         |  buddyneilbarnhart315: Hey 6 years ago • Report • Link 0  Da_Bestie2021 to Iocke: well what i would give for a message from you im sitting here in tears i miss u so much  Luukey: Well hey there Beautiful! Glad to see you found me. Missing you too, it's been too long. Drop me a line whenever you get on next.  Da_Bestie2021: everyday i get a lil bit stronger without him there im doing it right now.......one day i will smile like he made me smile one day i will laugh like he could get me to laugh im working on it each day Da_Bestie2021: saying hello to our goodbyes is the worse feeling in the world I miss so much and i know its gone for good like this wireclub it just brings back old memories of when i was happy Da_Bestie2021 to Iocke: hey derek just wanted to post some love on this wall......its been forever ago! View all 8 posts Da_Bestie2021: OK WELL MY MAN DONE WENT 2 BED SO I THINK SINCE HE LOGGED OFF FOR BED IMMA GO LAY DOWN MYSELF TILL THE SUN CUMS UP AND START A NEW DAY THANKS FOR YOUR OPINION GOOD NIGHT Da_Bestie2021: WELL ITS 3:16 A.M. I THINK I WILL LAY HERE IN MY BED AND WATCH TV TILL THE SUN COMES UP.........GOODNIGHT BABY SWEET DREAMS TO U AND YOUR BEAUTIFUL DAUGHTER CROSSIN MY FINGERS SHE DNT LET THE BED BUGS BITE HOPE U AND UR PRINCESS HAS A WONDERFUL DAY TOMORROW AND HOPEFULLY ONE DAY I WILL MEET U AND HER MWAH <3 SENDING MY LOVE TO U BOTH Da_Bestie2021: WHY DO I HAVE TO FEEL ALONE AT NIGHTS.................ITS BEEN 3 DAYS AND I HAVE NOT SLEPT I CANT SEEM TO CLOSE MY EYES WITHOUT HIS FACE BEING THERE AND THEN ITS ALL OVER I HAVE TO GET UP.........MAYBE ONE NIGHT I WILL CLOSE MY EYES AND BE ABLE BUT I DOUBT IT UNLESS HE IS RITE BESIDE ME WHEN I LAY DWN AT NIGHT AND KNOW WHEN I WAKE HE WILL BE THERE Da_Bestie2021: Colors of dark grey and black fill the world in which I live No other feeling could possibly be worse than this Where once was a room filled with laughter & Cheer Now stands loneliness, emptiness and despair. Memories of you seem to creep around the corners of my mind Endless haunting images of your face that won't decline An overwhelming of emotion that my body can't contain Fills my soul with unbearable grief, sorrow and pain Oh, How I long to hold you in my arms just once more And tell you that things will be again, as they were before But, as reality sinks in, I know that will never be For the choices that I've made in my life have sealed our destiny No one could ever fathom how wretchedly my heart aches And how I greatly regret that you've had to pay for my mistakes If I could go back in time, and change only one wrong that I've done I'd go back to the Hour, to the second, on the day I lost you. TO PAYTON AND NATALLY I LOVE YOU GIRLS AND MISS U DEEPLY Da_Bestie2021: GOD HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHT DO I DO???? I FEAR MY HEART IS GETTIN READY TO GO THRU A BLENDER AND THIS TIME I WONT MAKE IT THRU THIS ONE IF I LOSE THIS TIME I WILL BE COLD FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE NEVER AGAIN WILL I LET THIS WALL DWN SO PLEASE GOD SHOW ME WHT TO DO!!!!!!! IM ON MY KNESS LAYING IT ALL OUT FOR YOU JUS PLEASE HELP ME Da_Bestie2021 to Iocke: you can put things into words that my mind can’t describe you can tell me you love me and hold me all night you can cuddle and kiss me and I don’t need much more you know me like no one ever has before you tell me these jokes and make me laugh all the time you make me feel great when I’m walking the line you take my heart and make it float in the sky I can’t even explain all these feelings inside you spin me around like I’m dancing on air I could lose everything and not seem to care you’ve showed me things I would have never gotten to see everything feels right when its just you and me your fingers intertwined with what’s known as mine feels like I’m headed straight for cloud nine. |
