Ode to the Stumble button......

oh how i love the.... stumble button....
you keep me amused when im bored.....
always something unexpected....
its like my birthday with every click ....
what would i do with out you ...
ohhh how i love theeeeee...

Roadside

Whatever doesnt Kill you ....

Leave a Scar Lyrics


it's not like i made my self a list
of new and different ways to murder your heart
I'm just painting that's still wet,
if you touch me I'll be smeared
you'll be stained
stained for the rest of your life

So turn around ,walk away
before you confuse the way we abuse each other
you're not afraid of getting hurt
and I'm not afraid of how much i hurt you

I'm well aware I'm a Danger to my self
are you aware I'm a danger to others ?
there's a c&z~& in my soul
You thought it was a smile

whatever doesn't kill you...
it's gonna leave a scar
whatever doesn't kill you...
it's gonna leave a scar
leave a scar
leave a scar
whatever doesn't kill you ,it's gonna leave a scar

I'm more like a silver bullet
and I'm like a gun , not easy to hold
I'm moving fast and if i stay inside your heart
I'm certain that this will be
the end of your life

So turn around ,walk away
before you confuse the way we abuse each other
you're not afraid of getting hurt
and I'm not afraid of how much i hurt you

I'm well aware I'm a Danger to my self
are you aware I'm a danger to others ?
there's a cw$~% in my soul
You thought it was a smile

whatever doesn't kill you...
it's gonna leave a scar
whatever doesn't kill you...
it's gonna leave a scar
leave a scar
leave a scar
whatever doesn't kill you ,it's gonna leave a scar

she warned you that she may fy*$ me
but the chances are I'm gonna f*%^ you over

whatever doesn't kill you...
it's gonna leave a scar
whatever doesn't kill you...
it's gonna leave a scar
it's gonna leave a scar
leave a scar leave a scar
whatever doesn't kill you...
it's gonna leave a scar

Silence, Emptiness, And Confusion

Silence, Emptiness, And Confusion
by Bek
Silence builds an awful wreckage of a girl
It feeds on loneliness and creates a void
Gray shadows haunt and torment and torture
A Woman is stricken and destroyed

There is no sound of laughter or happiness here
The little one has thrown in the towel today
Somber, melancholy moods decay the soul
It is futile to hope and dream and pray

Emptiness builds a home in this woman
In this girl, this child where hollows have bred
A deepening sea of nowhereness consumes
And eats away at every connecting thread

Confusion feeds like a savage inside her,
Leaving nothing considered worthy remains
Destined to walk through life less ordinary
Alone, exiled, different and disdained.

What I am afraid of

hmmm what am i afraid of.... im afraid of losing the one person that promised to love me forever...... scared that one day hes gonna say im sorry I was wrong your not the one for me... scared that my heart will be torn to shreds by the one person i never thought would break it.......but i suppose not all happy endings last forever.

Here's to the Crazy Ones

Here's to the Crazy Ones



Here's to the crazy ones.
The misfits. The rebels.
The troublemakers. The round
pegs in the square holes - the
ones who see things differently.
They're not fond of rules and
they have no respect for
the status quo. You can praise
them, disagree with them,
quote them, disbelieve them,
glorify or vilify them.
About the only thing that you
can't do is ignore them.
Because they change things.

- Jack Kerouac

My name is Satan

Craig Christ...

This man is hillarious

Bleed Me an Ocean

So Tired

Im so tired.... .
Tired of smiling just to make people think im ok...
Waiting for them to turn away so i can wipe it away ...
Tired of trying ...
Nothing seeming to be good enough ...
Tired of pretending ..
Sitting back and watchiing my life unravel in front of my face...
Tired of waitin ....
For things to get better....
Saying tomorrow will be ok ....
Not knowing if it actually will be or if im just dreaming...