 Friends         | Kik: boxtyboxty Rice Rice Baby: I dont know where you are...but i hope that life treating you well. i miss you, my friend 2 months ago • Report • Link  0  Boxty_is_dead: Saw this on tumblr: Saying you are offended essentially means you are incapable of managing your own emotions and saying everyone else should do it for you. Couldn't agree more. Rice Rice Baby: Hope you doing well over there, Boxty. Say hello to us something so we know thing are going well with you. I really miss you around. Be well, my friend Boxty_is_dead: Every Night I sleep my muscles are bound so tight. Yet, I feel so shattered. How can that be? I lay uncomfortable on a very comfortable bed. I'm a ceramic mosaic statue. View all 4 posts  shortallman: Overtired sucks maybe a bath with epsom salts and washing soda if you have a bath that is. (Post deleted by staff ) Boxty_is_dead: I'm lost in a world I was born into. Are there other worlds? I'm not sure, but this one that I'm in, the one with all "these" people, I've -up to this point- been unable to keep a connection. So this inability begs me to ask, "Am I lost truly because I'm alone, or am I lost because I haven't been able to cope with the idea that we are all alone?" Then my disconnect isn't me being lost at all with all "these" people, it's the denial that I'm refusing to connect with the beautiful world and all it has to offer.   Boxty_is_dead: I feel like my heart is homeless I feel like my breaths and my gasps are in syzygy. I feel tense because I'm tense too much and stunned all the same. I feel like an unplugged power cord to a broken appliance in the middle of the desert. I feel like chewed tasteless gum spit out somewhere. I feel all this, yet I don't feel happy. Too me being able to feel so much, yet feel so empty is tragic. View all 4 posts  Choc LIT Pantha: Weren't you white panther when we came up with that glorious plan to take over the e world with our panther gang? Good laughs.. How've you been old pal? Been a while.  gronchbove: Yeah, I remember Boxty from way back, did you just get out of jail or is this work release? lol Boxty_is_dead: Sometimes. Sometimes, there are things we just won't know. It's okay. It's okay, cause in that absence it leaves room for wisdom. That's what I'm thinkin'. Boxty_is_dead: I make sure to pet my dog really attentively after I fart really bad. Just so I can see the turmoil in her eyes of should-I-stay-or-should-I-go. Boxty_is_dead: In an instant I realized that picking up all your pieces and putting them back together wasn't working. I thought it was 'cause that's what I keep thinking I need. That's what I've always thought I needed too. But, the whole time I thought I was doing the right thing I failed to realize there was more than one puzzle, and you never told me I was frantically working on the wrong one. One that would never have the right pieces. Boxty_is_dead: Thinking deep and purging a thought. I'm sad. I'm sad cause as adults we build walls. Sometimes though, we let people in. I'm mourning the loss of letting someone in who decided to close the door. It's not just that I'm sad to lose that person, cause I am, but what I'm truly mourning is the loss of them never knowing truly how much more I had to offer.  BeautifullyAwesome: Boxty, I'm so sorry to hear this... people seriously never know what they miss out on over some decisions they make. as much as it hurts and mourning needs to happen, you gotta keep strong. You are an awesome person. and if that person couldn't see that and want to return or accept what you have to offer.. honestly they aren't worth it... Know if u ever need someone to talk to.. I'm here....  View all 6 posts Farouquddeen Mumtaz: If you read Boxty's badge it says St. God's Memorial Hospital. He might as well serve Gators to patients instead of water cause Electrolytes. Boxty_is_dead: Pretty sure I have always hated digging in Az. The ground is insanely filled with rocks. Also, it bends pic axes. Pretty sure that is not supposed to happen.  View all 9 posts  Boxty_is_dead: Lol. You have such a completely wrong depiction of me, it's funny. I've worn boots for seven years and counting ma'am.  |
but damn!