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Are you your own worst enemy?

I am.... god, sometimes i just f*cking loath myself... I really hate it, I really try to change it....

It never seems to change though, its more like it just get repressed and then explodes into a huge ball of insanity ... at the worst possible times ...

I dont know how i live with myself sometimes? How am i supposed to get inspired about life when i keep myself from doing the things i love most...

yep, loath and hate are certainly the words..... sigh

A stolen quiz... hehe

If you could​ pack up and move would​ you? Yes!

Do your paren​ts REALL​Y know you? Pretty much yeah.... in fact they may even know me better than some friends... I am close to my parents.

When was the last time you laugh​ed reall​y hard?​ yesturday... me and my friend were talking about 18 year old boys, and then she said really loudly infront of all these little old ladies "i love playing with little boys!" omg i laughed sooooo hard......

What are you excit​ed for? my career

Has anyon​e told you latel​y that they would​ alway​s be there​ for you? Yes

What do you want right​ now? A new outfit to go out in tonight

Are your paren​ts divor​ced?​ Yes .... well technicaly they are still married, lol, but they havent been together since i was 2

Do you fall for peopl​e easil​y?​ Maybe... but i dont commit myself in my entirety easily

Would you ever get a tattoo? it would be for a personal reason, to remind myself... so maybe, it would depend on the circumstances.

Are you stubb​orn?​ yes

Are you gonna​ be home alone​ tonig​ht?​ No, im going out dancing

Are you listening to music​ right​ now? Yes. Silversun Pickups - Lazy Eye

Do you wish you were somew​here else right​ now? Yes

How long can you go witho​ut your mobil​e phone​?​ It depends... I can go ages without it, but when I need to organize someting im like damn....

Ever kisse​d someo​ne else'​s girlf​riend​/​boyfr​iend?​ Yes

Do you know anyon​e named​ Dan? Lol... yeah

Is there​ someo​ne you know you shoul​d hate,​ but you can't​?​ No

Is there​ anyon​e you trust​ even thoug​h you shoul​dn'​t?​ Yeah at times

Are you afrai​d of falli​ng in love?​ No

Have you had the chick​en pox? Yes

Are you a forgi​ving perso​n?​ Yes, if the person is truely sorry and understands the pain they have caused me.

Do you like winte​r?​ Yes

How clean​ is your room?​ Pretty clean at the moment, its nice

Do you have feeli​ngs for anyon​e? Yes

Is there anyone you need to tell something to? Im always ready to spill

Do you want to yell at the top of your lungs​?​ No

Are you named​ after​ a grand​paren​t? No

Who'​s bed did you sleep​ in last?​ My bed

Do you like the color​ green​?​ Yes

How many hours​ did you sleep​ for last night​?​ 10

Where​ was your defau​lt taken​? My mum's 50th birthday, three weeks ago... I was dancing!

How do you feel about​ the last perso​n that calle​d you? I love them like a best friend

Are you someo​nes first​ love?​ yes

Last place​ you smoke​d a cigar​ette?​ My mums 50th.. haha

Last time you recei​ved flowe​rs?​ Two weeks ago when my film clip was screened on the big screen my mum and stepdad sent me 12 pink roses in a huuuuge bunch! so beautiful!

Are you addic​ted to anyth​ing?​ No

Are you tired​?​ A little, but i think its because i just woke up...

What are you about​ to do? Get dressed, go and visit my mum

Is it possi​ble that you could​ be pregn​ant right​ now? nope

When was the last time you had your hair cut? three weeks ago

Does anyon​e have a lock of your hair?​ Yeah my mum does, from my first hair cut... she also kept all my baby teeth, creepy! o_O

When you go to the zoo, what are you most excit​ed about​ seein​g?​ The monkeys

What'​s the great​est thing​ that happe​ned to you today​?​ A shower? My day has just started, but that shower was good....

Do you like the perso​n you are becom​ing?​ Yes

Do you miss anyon​e from your past?​ Yes sometimes. But usualy they are in my past because they have changed, or i have changed, so it woudlent be the same anyway....

what is your one thing that you would like to whine about today?

please vent here ...

for me ... i am tired, and over worked, and every time i want to cut to a shot in this film clip i am editing of the boys, one of the guys is always laughing! annoying ...

those who say 'asking for help is the hardest part' ...

are full of crap ...

agree or disagree?

I AM SO ANGRY

Oh my god I am so freaking mad.....

I plan and I plan and I plan, I work and I work and I work even though its a stuggle...

and then the day before the shoot one of the BAND MEMBERS says they cant make it?!?! Do they have any comprehension what that means!?! No, they dont clearly....

Whats the point, fate seems to take its own route anyway and it seems to want me to fail....

sigh

I Hope You All Have Neopolitan Dreams . . .

I miss all you guys!

I know I haven't been around in a while, my life is extremely busy at the moment and I'm stretched for finding five seconds to sit down let alone time to come on here to chat to you all... Hope your all happy and well, and ill leave you with the lyrics to my favorite song at the moment... Neopolitan Dreams by Lisa Mitchell ...

(watch the film clip too if you have time, its the most adorable thing ever!)


You'll go and I’ll be okay,
I can dream the rest away
Its just a little touch of fate, it will be okay
It sure takes its precious time, but it’s got rights and so have I

I turn my head up to the sky
I focus one thought at a time
I do not let the little thieves under my tightly buttoned sleeves
You couldn’t be alone, the time I feel like I am walking blind
I have no where I’ll have time

There are no legible signs
There are no legible signs

I like the way that you talk,
I like the way that you walk.
It’s hard to recreate such an individual game

You wait you turn in the queue,
You say your sorries and thank you’s
I don’t think you’re ever
A hundred percent in the room
You’re not in the room
You’re not in the room

Deepest, of the dark nights
here lies, the highest of highs
Neopolitan Dreams, stretching out to the sea

You wait you turn in the queue,
You say your sorries and thank yous
I don’t think you’re ever
A hundred percent in the room
You’re not in the room
You’re not in the room

A hug to all my wire friends, have a great weekend

A little quiz stolen from silent....

If you're on my friends list, I want to know 28 things about you. It doesn't matter if we've never talked, or if we already know everything about each other. You are obviously on my list, so let me know with whom I'm friends!

1. Your Middle Name:
2. Age:
3. Single or Taken:
4. Favorite Movie:
5. Favorite Song or Album:
6. Favrite Band/Artist:
7. Dirty or Clean:
8. Tattoos and/or Piercings:
9. How long have we known each other?
10. What's your philosophy on life?
11. Is the bottle half-full or half-empty?
12. Would you keep a secret from me if you thought it was in my best interest?
13. What is your favorite memory of us?
14. What is your favorite guilty pleasure?
15. Tell me one odd/interesting fact about you:
16. You can have three wishes (for yourself, so forget all the 'world peace etc' malarky) - what are they?
17. Can we get together and make a cake?
18. Which country is your spiritual home?
19. What is your big weakness?
20. Do you think I'm a good person?
21. What was your best/favorite subject at school?
22. What is your favorite thing about me?
23. If you could change anything about me, would you?
24. What do you wear to sleep?
25. What song reminds you of me?
26. What did you want to be when you were little?
27. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together?
28. Will you repost this so I can fill it out for you?

living

Don’t drop your hat, the race is just beginning
You may feel you’re loosing, while others are winning
Hold your heart close; it beats for you on cue
Keep yourself warm, keep yourself true

Think about yourself and the world that breathes
Admire the sky, admire the trees
Share your thoughts now, with family and friends
Treasure that time, it only lives till it ends

Snip the strings, that bind your toes
Take the high ground, amongst your foes
Think about it all, the choices that exist
And remember, no one can force you to enlist

Open your mind, to others opinions
Treat strangers like friends, never like minions
Live your life now, free and true
But most importantly, live it for you

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"Life's good, everyone just over reacts"

... "even me" ...

stolen from silent which was stolen from deexo which was stolen from dee...

1.Who are you?
2.Are we friends?
3.Do you trust me?
4.Do you truly treasure our friendship?
5.Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
6.Describe me in one word.
7.What was your first impression?
8.Do you still think that way about me now?
9.What reminds you of me?
10.If you could give me anything what would it be?
11.How well do you know me?
12.When's the first time you talked to me?
13.Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
14.Are you going to post this in your blogs and see what I say about you?
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