Forever: Does it exist?

Fairy tales made us believe that there's a happily ever after. A forever if you may. I do believe that. I am a romantic so when I had someone who loved me, I thought it will be forever and against all odds, come what may. For I will do anything for him, for us, for our relationship no matter how hard it will be and so is he but, man I was wrong. Sooo wrong.

I do believe in forever but my forever, well, the person I thought was my forever, just broke my heart. Now, I'm having second thoughts as to whether forever does exist. Call me romantic but He was my first and whom I believed was supposed to be my forever but he just disappeared on me, left me hanging, on the point that I was sooo inlove. I don't understand why and how it happened, why he have to do that to me, but it sure did broke my heart sooo bad. Now, I'm here. I'm here like a lost puppy. What to do now? I build my world around him. All I knew was to love him. Now he's gone,,, I'm lost. darn that guy. The worst part is,, i can't seem to let go. I still love him Even after he broke my heart. Epic.

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