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Here's the thing.......... I have gone through a lot. I overthink like crazy. I am realizing I'm too old for the high school drama. i've been there done that. Wish life were easier but the absurdities of life are always prevalent. We all have our problems but those who matter are the ones who have a heart. Can have fun. ambitions, laugh and try to make life seem less than short................ I've had a nasty past. But I'm trying to make it something. I've been there since the beginning, made missteps and realized that all life is is a learning experience. We never really all get our shit together. I've struggled with my attitude for 15 years. I'm just now realizing that having less drama and overthinking kind of calms down our own world............The key being life isn't all that bad. Even when life deals card after card, that life is something we all own. ........... making the best of things is the thing that separates us from the drama that makes so unbearing at times. So in short I'm making the best of my direction and control over the little things in life that keep me going. I don't have the most obsessive hobbies, I just work and relax at my place with my friends. I cook, I love video games, I watch wrestling or Star Trek, I hangout with friends, I try different restaurtants and bars, I facebook, I take walks, I ride my bike, I have fun. I'm looking for what I want to have in life and I want to have fun............ I can be ridiculous sometimes and overthink. But at my age it's too early for me to become a hermitoad. lol I need to have respect for myself before others will have respect to offer me............ I need it. I'm learning everyday that if you can't be bothered with people, then people won't want a thing with you. It sucks but it's the god honest truth.