 Friends         | crazy sarcastic really an anime geek what more is there to say that about sums it up  WonderWoman1: Wooohooooo arctic!!keep rockin'... 7 years ago • Report 0  articfox286: let it all out let it all out.....you dont have to think your heart is made of steel come away now from you own doubt like a flower of hope that is growing in the field you will heal all though the road has changed me and the world has often failed me you gotta carry on and show them your strong you gotta bury what is past and gone somedays will be worse then others but you gotta find a way ... oh yeah threw pain and fear or rain and tears we will hold on to the light we will chase the dawn that waits for us beyond the darkest sky keep following that distant star never walk away from who you are never forget that the promise of tomorrow lies in your heart .. let it all out let it all out nothing ever seems to work or go my way but ill learn that isnt all bad the misfortune isnt always here to stay once upon a time in my youth i wanted a taste of the truth but everything i came to find was nothing but a castle built on lies now i dont know what to believe but i got to stay alive and breath yeah .. im terrified but im alright knowing your right by my side with you im strong and know ill never have to hide i knew it from the very start even if where far or world part that the promise of tomarrow lies in our heart how can i tell right from wrong when everything i know has betrayed me do i take the truth at face value or do i give up on believing when i think about losing in my heart i know what i should do deep doing i know that ill never let go ohhhh ohhh... threw pain and fair or rain and tears we will hold on to the light and chase the dawn that waits for us beyond the darkest sky keep following that distant star never walk away form who you are never forget that your future waiting up ahead .. as seasons change and rearrange and the sand of times descend as all your hope start vanishing your always have a friend in the brightest days or darkest nights even if we have to say goodbye you be alright ill always and forever be by your side articfox286: i got a thought id like answered ..why is the word crazy so widely used as a form of identification or as a word to describe how awesome some one is .. why do people personafiy this in them self and wear it like a badge of honer like its something special that makes them unique ... but some one with an actually illness they may be sane as all get out just have braking moments .. can identify or open up about there illness .. and its oh holly hell .. lets hide the guns .. id freindzone that person .. or there a risk dont know if i could trust them .. or im ok with it but id have to go off back on them .. people with actual mental illnesses battle and fight every day to keep there sanity and actually most do exstreamly awesome there fight but there sane and there smart .. some just take it over bored not following what they should or not taking there meds .but the majority have feeling have a life want to be loved what every thing anyone else does ... so let me pose this question to all of you... who is it so flipping cool to consider your self crazy or identify as such or wear it like a badge of honer that makes you unique . and are proud about it .. why are you all portraying something your not then criticizing or looking down on the very thing that makes you proud ... this mess is so stupid .. acting like its something to be proud of .. but then rejecting the very thing your so proud to call your self .. omg cant date them mite hurt me .. hid the guns cant trust them ... they dont work a job there worthless .. they do this and that and just judge them all in a group .. but then turn around and identify as the very thing yall rejected .. or hurt the acutal person feelings when in reality they may be no different then all your selfs just need a bit more understanding ... most people make me sick thats why i HATE!!!! majority of this world people love to portray and act like the very thing they fear or criticize..and it ways heavy on my heart .. that people love to look down but pretend to be the very things they could never understand articfox286: the pain of loss can drive one insane .. but where does it drive one that already insane .. whats depths of hell can one reach that already lives in it confines with in his head and body .. how much pain can one take before they abandon all there humanity..how much realization do they have to come to that the world is just one big never ending cage of anguish and torment does it take before they take a heart of light and devour it unto the dark.. these are question i have imposed upon my self the past couple days .. as i learn things i did not know as realizations set in about people .. as the weight of my sins and regrets bore deep into my soul ... as i watch as those that are just no words to do them justice infest the world with there hate and wrong doings .. get life of joy in abundance .. while hearts of love keep being killed for there kindness .. its hard to know just where to go but they say pain is what you make it .. but what happens when its the pain that twisting and making you ... my resolve says stand the lonely .. while my mind and body want to relinquish there fight to its unforgiving plight .. there are those that have the luxury of saying they threw me to the wolves so ill return leading the pack ... in this un yielding abyss my scars cry out to be taken by wolves .. but instead i find pleasure seeking demons that aim is my decimation to fuel there joy .. but even if i have to stand branded a demon with them or even something greater then the evil one can comprehend .. ill dig forth and fight till there layed begging at my feet .. this life is the hell ive been sentenced to .. so for those bitching all the time pray to your knees that you know not of demons .. but only of wolves .. and ill pray that you never understand my caged torment or what it like to be un savable articfox286: its a dark soul this life lead me to hold ... blood is getting hotter body getting colder .. i look inside of myself and try to find some one else .. some one who willing to live and i keep asking the question can i be saved by confession .. words turn into blood and the blood keeps on pouring ..its not alright can some one hear me cry .. i gotta pick up the pieces and burry them deep am i a man or a beast its mother nature at least .. you gotta kill or be killed .. can i survive the fight and heaven be told or hell unfold .. i reach for a heart but nothing to be touched and i know this is war between a angle a demon but ill make you believe in the devil .. can i be saved can i see the light or will i fall into the blacken abyss that life wants to chain me to .. articfox286: ruff day blah blah .. so tired ..thought i could get on here but not .. so any one wants to talk kik me .. articfox286..so good night all sweet dreams View all 7 posts  articfox286: awesome .. but its 3 . maybe talk to you some tomorrow but for now its light out .. good night and sweet dreams tho ^.^ articfox286: its almost 3 thats all i can take .. so good night and sweet dreams to who ever but i shall still leave a song muwhahahah....   articfox286: lets keep this up .. ima play dj ... request are welcome maybe .. who know if i feel like it ...  articfox286: because im bored as fuck and its almost 2 here a random song i closed my eyes and clicked on youtube  |
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