No more sob stories, no more bull shit luxuries. I'm alive and here, dead inside but I'm here.
This is a open and public blog acc, you will see my deepest thoughts, as well as many of my random thoughts. You will see all the information i release on my character and myself irl. My poems and emotions will be detailed in my blog, so pls enjoy it honestly.
Arius Zachary: Fuckkk it might not be as ripped as I used to be but I just got done kayaking and I feel good.
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Arius Zachary in reply to Lelunia: Ok ima adress this RN. I used to WORK. I even warned you when we tried ecerything that I worked. Sorry I didnt always have time or energy. Then once I had the time I lost my phone.
Fact is I never ignored you : / I actually really enjoyed you.
Arius Zachary: Unpopular opinion:
Hate speech dosnt exist. Now I'm not saying offinsice speech dosnt exist--
What I'm saying is that within the legal peramitters of this countries laws hate speech is not exibited by law.
Tho google has found it right to make new regulations around hate speech. Regulation around a topic thst has NO real definition or online guide or legal specifications.
One person can say one thing but if its said by a white person, a male, or a cisgender its automatic hate speech?
And what words are included in hate speech?
To me hate speech is calling upon the acts of violence against one race or minority.
Not an offinsive word of which every one has the right to say in the U.S.A Due to the first amendment and until the constitution says hate speech is a thing snd gives a cut and dry definition---
Then I'll justify creating regulations around it.
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Aesthetic_: “Congress shall make no law respecting an establishment of religion, or prohibiting the free exercise thereof; or abridging the freedom of speech, or of the press; or the right of the people peaceably to assemble, and to petition the Government for a redress of grievances.”
At one point it’s ok to have your freedom of speech, but I’ve seen a lot of people who took that as an Advantage, Those who use their freedom of speech to speak Hateful and Harmful words towards others and what they beliefs are.. What makes them right for doing so ?
Everyone can speak their minds, but why speak it with such hate ? why does it have to be hateful ? why not positive and encouraging. because once that hate is out there, there’s no turning back. People dealt with WAY worse than just speeches. Imagine just seeing a family of four going into a restaurant, and people around them speak such hateful and hurtful words how would you react to that ? i’m probably getting really off topic but-
I’ve seen Words damage people to where their afraid, Scared to even be themselves. I’ve seen teachers speak such hateful statements on things they clearly had no Acknowledgement on. I have to agree that hate speech should in fact be against the law it’s more safer for others..
Arius Zachary in reply to Aesthetic_: And I agree completely. Words can be more harmful then anything else, this generation has digested such hatred thst its not being recycled into any good energy.
Yes I'm speaking of legal things and all that, but I do very much agree with your standpoints on the aftermath of words themselves.
~can I just hear you say it once?
For once in my useless- miserable- chaos!!
Cant I just hear your love?~
How do I feel around you?
Well... I feel--
Voicless and astoundingly useless--
Small and hated yet loved and devoted!
Help my febile voice escape this silence--
I feel like I'm just drawn in by this substance.
Arius Zachary: Aint nobody text me first any more 😂😂😂
Not just on here bit every where.
Maybe they finally realized I'm a fucking psycho path and am on a death train 😂😂😂
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Alaera in reply to Pastel_Demon: It's not about whether or not he feels like he can text us, it's the fact that he feels he has to initiate every conversation because no one cares enough to text him first.
Tendancies are amazing,
My like wise mind is fading,
Withing my mind a war im fighting,
Like a cancer of which in dancing.
Feeling it grow and letting it go?
No ive not givin up!
But man ive had enough!
From overdoses to bullets,
If I couldnt off myself---
What makes you think you got what it takes?
A bullet in my skull,
Another pill that makes me null,
A tumor of which has major pull!
And im still here giving what it takes,
Sorry kid them the brakes
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Pastel_Demon: It's not hard to love. Love is a deep connection that just needs to be maintained by both people. If those people don't click then that deep connection won't work. You have to find someone who loves you for how you are and that you love for who they are.
Arius Zachary: Since K.P seems sad I wont keep a picture up of myself.
If this gets 200 comments I'll keep one up for good. >^<
If not then too bad K.P
Arius Zachary: So ive been sick as many of you know... But for a certain few of you that have been in close contact with me... You know what ive been struggling with.
Today I got tested positive for a tumor in my lung that is cancerous. Its in the mid region of the right lung.
They say its growing alarmingly fast, but it's managable.
Ive not much to say besides that... Yes, I have cancer. But I wont just lay down and die yet.
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Arius Zachary: Thanks for every one that will give their support. But please dont take pitty on me, this is not for attention. This was to let my loved ones on here and close friends know what happened.. They deserve to know.
I posted it publicly cause its easier then texting 1 by 1.
~ive hurt you over and over?~
-but I still wanna be your lover?-
~didnt you learn that its over?~
-no im only gonna blow yout cover-