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No Harbour

The more I swim to you is the farther you get
That's not what you want
But it seems to be what's best
How can I reach you when you wont stay still
Drifting on past disappointments of a life lived at whim
You are not surprised by it, you acknowledging the hurt
And you will continue just so like its what you deserve
I cannot protect you from you, where is your will
Desire to be all for someone and not someone's fling
(to be continued)

Thoughts of You

A moment in time,
there you were
All I had hoped for
Giving me mental
Bypassing my barriers
I was blessed by you
Had so many thoughts of you

Effortlessly we talked and shared
Some truths and some dares
Connecting on every level
As though prepared
I was made for you
Have so many thoughts of you

Betraying my expectations
I was into you
The clutch of a crustasean
I dare not move
Had to have more of you
Have so many thoughts of you

Shall we go on this journey
Plea our case,
have full discovery
Sometimes your thoughts mirror mine
We're a synchronized symphony
I'm itching to touch you
Have so many thoughts of you

Send me a demand letter
One word from you
And you're entitled ...... (to be continued)

This spring board is scary .... I'll jump if you will By: FAR

... Complex

One minute detail overlooked
Once exploited
Now power hungry
Desperate
to stand on a pedestal
5 ft 61/2 inches of inferiority
Projecting self loathing
self contempt
Onto everyone but yourself
I know your mama loved you
If your daddy never did
That's nobody's fault
But its your choice
To be a better human
A single loss of life Is a tragedy
You're the greatest tragedy
of modern times
A pawn unwittingly
Like a suicide bomber
Disrupting the circle of life
Watch nature react
When humans act
Retribution is a fact
A promise
Your end shall be
worse than your beginning
And to think
Your role in history
Is the greatest tragedy of all time
Ostracized like a pariah
In seeking to be glorified
You unearthed heroes
Ordinary people
With extraordinary hearts
Ready to die
So their loved ones may live free
All because of your inadequacies
How does it feel to know
you were never
will never be enough
And its no secret
you missed the mark
The world knows
You're just short


BY FAR


And, you cannot stand
On the shoulders of
real men and women
Like heroes do
Not even in infamy
I curse you ....
"Little person"
With a big complex

A puff

Funny how he would get high on the stuff
Labour to retrieve it
There was no repreive if
You probably wouldn't believe me
If he could not have it
As though tormented
He could lose his senses
And his mind too
He would lose composure
Show much anger
Noone wins, we all lose
When he did not get what he wanted
This is the seed he planted
But nobody knew
He was such a jovial lad
That trekked a certain path
Though it was so routine
For many it remained unseen
Unseemingly
Till his body gave him up
He laid flat on his back
Looking up at the strange ceiling
That wasn't his room
Wondering if he would go home soon
Home?
Will he find that
Or, will his spirit roam
Looking for a puff
That promises nothing
Except it thins in the air
Till it is no more ........
no more

By FAR

Peaks and valleys

The valley of your back
The peak of your chin
God made something beautiful
When he designed him
The landscape of his face
Is like many many moons
Cleft and dimples
Change with the view
Ripples on his forehead
I love when they crease
The flicker in those eyes
Down to the curl of your lips
The mountain of his shoulders
The crux of his arms
I am welcomed to shade there
Like the limbs of a palm
The world of your chest
a place where fingers play

Touched..... by the thought
Adam gave Eve a rib
The blades of your back
Contoured for a king
to the narrow of your waist
Your hips just beneath
This descendant lacks nothing
Everything is in place
Thighs that are bronze steel
A girth that is quite real



(to be completed) by FAR

Raging Black Woman (Disservice)

Dont you put a price on me
You want so much for nothing
You want all of this
When you have all of that
And you want it for free
Who died and made you HOD
of humanity
Speak if you must
Make sense if you can
All this superiority bullshit
Has made you confused
And, you dont have much to lose
Since you've lost your damn mind

I dare you to put a price on me
Beyond the clothes that I wear
Beyond the beauty
Cause you know I'm magic
But its not a show
I'll sass cause you jacked up
like a rabbit
Out of a top hat
Mister I dont care what you own
Cause you dont own me
Your fist is balled up so tight
I wish your dick was in it
So it would fall off

Yes, I've got a mouth on me
Do with yours what you will
Do whatever
Dont need the misinformation
Shinnanigans
Permission not granted
To touch me
Or picture me naked in your mind
I know what will look nice on me
White on black
black and white
Is you trying to sex chat for free
Naaaaw, not gonna happen

You gotta pay for the service
Dial the right number zaddy
Dial S-E-X-
And dial back from this bitch
Nobody's tagging me
I'm not it
Stroke your ego and yourself
But do it with someone else
What I'm here for
I'm not here for you
I'm here to maybe spell a word or two
Be myself all day everyday
Cause I got mirrors in my house .... uh-huh
Joker!


By FAR

The Creed

I hear your cries
I see your plight
I am the one to change your lives
for the better
Give me a chance to show you
I will break every fetter
of poverty
Raise you up higher and higher

You have a dream
You can achieve
Look at the plans I have mapped
for our future
You are not alone I am standing
right here with you
in solidarity
To take you higher and higher

You have your doubts
But here me out .....

(to be completed)

By FAR

No Comfort

We share so much
The same sky
The same planet
But different habits
I could never tell a lie
You could never tell the truth
Yet, you've said so much
Promises, promises
No comfort

Where does it hurt
Your body
Your confidence
Buck now twenty-five cents
Who will pay the piper
Skillfully humming a tune
Da da dee, da da da
Melody, melody
No comfort

Can you face him
Reflection
Remembering
Not a mere shadow
To be reviled
Find the substance
See all sides of yourself
Everything, Anything
No comfort

Now, look at you
Shoulders square
Smile that smile
Shed that tear
Ooooooh man,
To be human
You're just enough
Touch and be touched
..... that's comfort


By FAR

Come into my mind

Wouldn't it be sublime
If I could enter your mind
Witness its intricate design
How thoughts evolve, then I
Would know you

Know your moods and intent
Not what you say, what you meant
Why you build up this fence
What you want now, then
'Cause I know you

I wonder .... if it's dark or light, that
Tips the scale that weighs your might
Would I be scared on sight
Of the demons you hide
When I know you

There are things still unclear
What it is you truly fear
Burdens that you have to bear
Persons for whom you deeply care
I need to know you

Knowing is a stitch in time
Yet, knowing leaves no surprise
Actions speak louder, while
Patience keeps me humble, I
shouldn't try to read your mind,

Just take the time to know you


by FAR

The Tide

My ears like petals carried by your whispers
Caressed ever so gently
Nibbled as though savoury
Awakened by sheer delight
No sense of wrong or right
Floating in the current of this fleeting zephyr

My heart like sand accepts your salutation
Basking in the moments
Asking of you nothing
Giving as good as I get
And, I am so wet
And sappy with these waves of emotions

My eyes like Amethyst reflects your passion
Foretelling every touch
With each etch this blinking brush
Drawing you, drinking you in
Wanting all or nothing
Your gaze holds mine and never abandons

My body like time unfolds as though lured
Begging for restraint
Weak but fiercely untamed
Matching move for move
Here we're both uncouth
We're both prey, both hunters, both devoured

......... none demure


by FAR
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