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normalsucks: handfuls of candy you say?

Alice419420: So my crew found out i used to do ballet. *sigh* i wish i wouldve never let it slip. we were out doig a flashmob but halfway through they put on the new sog by adele "hello" and made me dancr lead to it. i was okay but halfway through i screwed up a spin and nearly fell. my guy friend caugh me in time but there werre so many people watxhig . i was horrified. ill prolly never dance lead again. idk

Alice419420: Im in the middle of reading a book about a girl rhat got kidnapped from a guy she fell in love with online. Its making me realize all the crazies out there and honestly its scaring the shit out of me. its got my adrenaline pumped and my anxiety through the roof. i dont think the book is healthy for me.

Alice419420: 420 is the time, my beat is the rhyme, cant beat this cloud nine, so high got my feet in the sky. my wallet tryin to bring my back down to the ground but bishhh i grind that pound and make it two and burn it up like i got the damn flu, runnin out again i gotta make some damn stew, they pretendin that it aint to chew. my lifes like a wire, i keep takin it higher, gatorade i prespired for that new guy i just hired. no not that speed, bish i smoke weed, hit your back with a flat and fly back to the pack cos im done with your pun you think its fun just to run. bish i am done.

Alice419420: *sigh* i live in a dead nieghbor hood.....i had to give kids handfuls of candy cos there were only about 20 that came down the street

Alice419420: Low-key dieing inside. i havent slept more than 5 hours put together in the past two days and im so tiredddddddddd

Alice419420: I had a interview at a very prestigous Art School about a week ago. I am thrilled to announce that i am now a student at one of the best Art schools Florida can offer... I dont think ive ever been this happy in my life.

Alice419420: Im legit sitting with my homies rn, pouring lydicane ( a numbing agent) on my face and singing "i cant feel my face whwn im with you" just for shits and giggles

Alice419420: I think i just remembered something. I think i left the faucet running. Now my words are filling up the tub. Darlin your just soakin in it, but i know youll get out the minute you realize your fingeres prunin up.

Tired of being careful, tiptoe, tryin to keep the water warm. let me under your skin. Uh-oh there it goes i said to much it overflowed why do i always spill.

Feel it crawlin up my throat, guess i better wash my mouth out with soap. god i wish i neer spoke now i got to wash my mouth out with soap.

I think i got myself in trouble. so i fill the bath with bubbles. then i put the towels all away. never shouldve said that word love. I threw a toaster in the bathtub, im tired of all the games i have to play.

Alice419420: Once, baby your mad. The craziest sprung that youve ever had. You think im phsyco you think im gone, tell the phsyciatrist something is wrong. Over the bend entirely bonkers,you like me best when im off my rockers tell you a secret im not alarmed. So what if im crazy the best people are.

Alice419420: 1,2 melatonin is coming for you.
3,4 baby wont you lock the door.
5,6 im done with this.
7,8 its getting late close your eyes sleep for days.
9,10 never want to see you again.
11,12 i pull off black so well.

Hush little baby drink your spoiled milk. im fuckin crazy need my prescription filled. Do you like these cookies? There made just for you with little bits of sugar and lots of poison too.

Alice419420: its insane i live down the street from my guy friend and hes like perfect looking and super cool ...he invited me to play football with him this weekend...im such a dipshit for saying no...

Alice419420: I had one of my attacks today ...pertaining towards my ptsd....the teacher had yelled at one of the girls students who had simply been defending herself. Right then the room went black and i saw an image from years ago. My father had slapped me across the face and called me a little whore only because i got straight A's and no A+s. I relived it over and over and over....i snapped out of it 30 minutes later sobbing, the class had been dismissed already and i had sat there for ten minutes unmoving,frozen...when i snapped back to reality most of the faculty surrounded me....im so embarrased and theres no way in hell im stepping back onto that schools property

Alice419420: Blood still stains when the sheets are washed. sex dont sleep when the lights are off, kids are still depressed when you dress them up. syrup is still syrup in a sippy cup....hes still dead when your done with the bottle. of course its a corpse that you keep in the cradle. kids are still depressed when you dress them up and syrup is still syrup in a sippy cup

pill diet pill diet. if they give you a new pill then you will buy it. if they say to kill yourself then you will try it. all the makeup in the world wont make you less insecure

Alice419420: Hey for all those people on insta mine is wishing_for_happiness .....i have more pics there

Alice419420: I sit there in class...and sinse i actually currently live in florida they ask me; "why are you wearing a hoodie in 90° weather?" I just look at them and tell them its comfortable. Thats what my mouth sais. My head is screaming out to them the less obvious. That the thick material hides my shape. It makes me less identifiable. It makes me less insecure. Then ill sit there making sure my sleeves are pulled over my gauzed up wrists to hide the pain i shared with only me and my blade the night before. I blink quickly fighting off tears that try to escape my eyes and i sit in silence afraid my voice will annoy someone. Dont ever say you want to be me or be like me, if you dont know what the whole package is.