 Friends        | ...  AgentSmithhhh to Brattysaurus: i. miss. you. so. fucking. much. girly. 6 years ago • Report • Link 0  J03Y86: Im good, been pretty busy here too.. No sign on slowing down anytime soon.. but unsure if thats apart of free will or not. AgentSmithhhh: Last year, when I had just moved into a new city to start working for a company for 6 months, I listened to the following song probably a few times a day. I didn't know anyone there in that city. But sometimes a good song can remind you to be strong in so many ways:    AgentSmithhhh: Such a great band, right? I take a moment of gratitude for the existence of all these great bands haha Can't imagine my life without bands like Disturbed. AgentSmithhhh: Just came back home from seeing my favourite Aussie boys. Dedicated fans save up their money, get on a plane, and go see their favorite band live with 10k other fans. This charged my batteries for at least a month. One of the best shows I've been to:  RavenHeart86: Popping in to say hello and that I miss you my friend...I'm coming back to wireclub woooooooohoooooo!!!! AgentSmithhhh to Brattysaurus: what?????????? nooooo haha seems like they finally took the picture down lol View all 6 posts  SumDumFool: Nope Zelzus sent Jesus away for his sins. Kifflom. Maybe one day you will understand the meaning of true power and winning. Until then Zelzus doesn't forgive you. You aren't at one with the epsilon. Kifflom and goodbye fallen warrior (Post deleted by staff ) (Post deleted by staff )  RavenHeart86: This is brilliant, people don't look at things in the same way and to write about the emotions of colours is a whole new thing. It's like the when someone say's they are feeling Blue because they are missing someone or something along that scale. I fully understand the concept with Grey though, i can't count the numerous of times where i have seen pictures of supposedly depressed people with Grey clouds hanging over their heads. I myself have suffered from depression and it was awful, you feel like you will never get out of it and as soon as someone mentions about taking you outside the house you get a sudden urge of panic. I couldn't handle the fact that i would have to go out into a crowd of people and that started off me having panic attacks, i still get them then if a room is too crowded. So you see depression affects people in many ways and i suppose yes it is connected with colours as you have different shades, does this make sense? AgentSmithhhh: Thank you for your comment, Raven : ) I also suffer from depression, still even to this day (but I didn't want that to be the topic of discussion or the center of attention). "Feeling blue" is actually one of my fave slangs. I know it doesn't have a positive connotation. But at least it represents a feeling that a lot of us forget about it. How did you treat your depression? I also have those panic attacks of yours regarding a crowded rooms. I don't feel too well in big parties. I personally prefer gatherings with fewer people. When there are two many people, I know that I would be feeling outside-the-place then. One of the reasons is that I'm softspoken. So, in big gatherings, where the louder you are, the more you get to talk, I literally have to scream to be able to talk and converse. I don't like begging people to allow me to speak haha. Even if you do it, after sometime it becomes really boring. It's as if people can't hear you lol. So I'm almost a different person in big and small gatherings. In small gatherings, I'm more lively and enthusiastic. And in big ones, I prefer to be much more quiet and I have convinced myself that it doesn't matter what others are going to call me there because I may not talk that much there. Colors are a topic of interest for a lot of us. What you said made sense to me : ) AgentSmithhhh: :huh: hope to talk soon. i really need to talk. let me know when you'd maybe have time. |
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