Oh Really? Penny Pally 2021: You've thought of me often you say... OH, REALLY? That must be why I haven't heard from you since that day? I really wanted to be with you then... OH, REALLY? Must be why you had so many OTHER friends? I wanted to be your first... OH, REALLY? Guess that should have blinded me to the hurt? You have done nothing wrong I hear... OH, REALLY? Must be why you were so quickly replaced, My Dear?  zenithmob1992: here we are again in our obsession let my heat run through you beasts of nature's water lay here in-between for hours hopelessly, helplessly obsessed I can't replace you without your touch. zenithmob1992: its experimental, my whole family suffers from some kind of psychosis and mania, and i just cant relate to kind of sappiness that actual schizophrenics write about, so i am putting my own experience and creativity into something that expresses the chaotic temprament of a deluded manic depressive.. zenithmob1992: On My Way this is it all it, ever was a fiction, make me transfer, side wave motion necking on my fetish, before i go up, to knock on death's door, im nothing from, nothing ever changed within me, my lips, slurred pleasures that i won't ever put, in my suicide note, so listen closely, i am mostly on my way out always have been, fuck the chump, pick up, the rope, learn how to tie, say no goodbyes im on my way lay me down at my discretion, fuck it all free to deal my noose fix to lose, touch in real things, like remember when, ya lost your way, is lost to me if i continue to be thanks for playing, fucks i came, not meant, ashamedly to blame, is wrecked of, the world isnt meant for, i was doubt to fuck it out and say "so long" no one will understand, my plans nobody knows my business only one can seem to grasp, and ask my fetish for their interests. Penny Pally 2021: what a creative way of approaching your situation. Have you found it to be therapeutic? zenithmob1992: not really sure about that, i just do it cuz i dont really give a fuck, not really inspired to do it i guess, just another contribution was my thought. just something to exist, if it had already existed, and if i found it, i wouldnt be writting it down.. but its something to reflect off of for those of us looking to appreciate the abstract nature of the human mind in its most raw forms possible. Penny Pally 2021: hmmmm, i ask b/c i find it therapeutic to get my thoughts out even if that's all i do, lol. Your words just made me think that may be the case for you as well... zenithmob1992: yea, no i do it for aesthetic purposes i had six years of therapy forced on me when i was a teen, it taught me a lot, but im not writing to cope, just to sow my own expression and see who can relate, tbh i think my writes are non conventional not really all that great or worthy, but its a niche Penny Pally 2021: I say keep at it...the important thing is that you are satisfied with it...i just write what i'm feeling how i'm feeling and it does not matter if it is never liked...it's just my way of purging, lol. Thank you so much for sharing your work and the openness you've expressed today... | poems Chat Room Similar Conversations |