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Gio_I: The beauty of wireclub is you can vent and no one really cares.
I have been put on anti depression medication.
Struggling everyday to deal with life and been alone.
Having no real friends, no family, and now having a mother with the start of dementia,cancer,and macular generation.
Having to care for her and trying to hold down a job which could disappear at anytime as it's all on a revolving 3 month contract makes it hard.
Being physically abused by my mother most of my life,to the point where she nearly killed me and wished I was dead.
Living in a small town don't make it easy.
I have made mistakes in my life and I'm not to proud of them but I'm human. If anyone has never made a mistakes please put there hand up.
Feeling alone and seeing who is about on wireclub i see there is not to many people on here.
Sad when there is billions of people out there and you can't find any to click with.

chronology: Queenslander, sorry to hear you have been through the mill old chap. I remember the words of a Vietnam Vet one time who observed 'only those who have come close to loosing life know how wonderful life is. For them, life every day has a zest the sheltered will never know' .

Sometimes people are born into chaotic and dysfunctional circumstances inherited from those before them. It can seem unfair, but statistics say this happens to a minority of people all the time.

Humour often helps. I remember a Guy called Kenny Everitt who was going through a bad patch in life. Some one asked Kenny how he kept so cheerful with all his problems, Kenny said 'am looking on the bright side of life, I may get hit by a truck or die of cancer' .

Silver_Fire: When you’re in circumstance like these, sometimes you just need to take a step back. Take time out for yourself.
I’ve suffered from depression and I found that nobody can help you but yourself. I’m NOT recommending this for you, I can only tell you what worked for me. In my case, I weaned myself off the antidepressants and started exercising (I don’t mean going to the gym) I started walking for an hour every day. It’s amazing how a good walk in nature can blow away the cobwebs, it gives you time to put things in perspective and clears your mind.
You have to find out what works for you.
But one thing I can tell you is sitting around moping (like I did) does no good, it just adds to the problem.

ghostgeek: Run away. If you stay where you are it'll only get worse, maybe even end up killing you.

niceaussieguy78: Hey man, I know exactly how you feel. I'm an outcast, I don't have any friends because I won't let anyone in. I'm soo different from the rest of humanity. I've completely wasted my life and now I just want to give up and throw in the towel. I have no human connection whatsoever. Reason being that I don't want the burden of maintaining a relationship. I'm 40 years old and I have no sex drive whatsoever. It's due to years of chemical dependency. I feel like it's almost time seeing that I have absolutely nothing to live for. I have nothing to look forward to. Life is horrible and it's only gonna get worse.

ghostgeek: Seal, I have to say, you sound pretty normal.

Angry Beaver:

ghostgeek: The herd is being thinned. Angry Beaver, R.I.P.