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I am shy,yet like no other,a truly rare gem indeed.different..artistic,creative,love animals,movies,out door's,total dreamer.. And my name means Earth Power..
kinda bin known as a hobbit, but i have my reasons.. Here to make friends, Hopping to find love, but really not wanting to get hurt.bin hurt so bad,one dose not heal from that...there's some more dark times ahead for me,my darkest yet.. I really don't want to face them alone,i have no control and i know after they have passed..I maybe not the same... and i will truly be alone.. bin alone so long for me, it docent matter any more, truly i have given up on finding love... in reality i wouldn't want to be seen at my worst, nor have some one dragged in to the darkness with me.. really i care to much..<3

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Earth Power: ^ I want to share a little tidbit.i really liked from Wolf Captured by Jane Lindskold. I will tell u then how nothing became something and of the creation of earth and air, the birth of there 3 children, and of the creation of life..^
~Once there was a great swirling with no shape nor form nor height nor depth nor breath, but with in the swirling were seeds of potential. as the swirling slowed,the potential separated. part was heavy and falling became the earth. part was light and rising became the air that surrounded the earth. earth and air knew themselves as separated from the swirling. this knowing was the beginning of life..
earth and air never forgot they where one thing. they reached for each other and tried to rejoin the swirling where they can again be one, but this can not be done. all they succeeded in in doing was throw off parts of themselves. these parts became there 1st two children. water and fire.
Water loved his parents and wanted them to be happy. he ran between them, carrying messages. these messages are the rain and mists and all other ways water seek to rise and fall. so many messages have bin sent between earth and air that earth holds many rivers, lakes, streams and oceans, while the sky is filled with clouds.
Fire was jealous of the love of earth and air. at first he held him self apart, and this holding apart is what we call the sun, which to this day is the home to fire. earth and air wished for fire to be happy, but fire remained the sulky child. this is why some days the sun is warm and pleasant. while other days the sun is too hot. this is why fire remains to be the least trust worthy of the elements. however, unpredictable fire is directly responsible for the coming of life.
Fire thought, "if air had something to distract him from earth, then earth could pay more attention to me. when air becomes offended, then i will say sweet things to him, and he, too, will pay more attention to me."
So fire coughed out bits of himself and shaped the first birds. air was at first a little afraid to find these things in himself. after a time, as fire had predicted, he became interested. however, fire was wrong how earth would react. instead of paying more attention to fire, she made of herself pleasant roosts for the birds: cliffsides and trees and tinny little shrubs. the birds came to earth, and airs attention was drawn hence, and they laughed together, for these living things seemed to make them closer.
Air said, "earth, you are more lovely so adorned, let us make more creatures or you." together they made many more animals to live in the forests and deserts and hills. they made more birds and insects to fly between them and to color the air. they mad fish nd wales and crabs and boneless things to amuse water, but fire was sulking, unhappy with how his plan had come to pass. he would not join them. thus to this day, there are no creatures who live with in fire, and most creatures frear fire more then any thing in air or earth.
fire remained unhappy, and seeing him sulk, earth and air said. "we will make you a creature who will need you in order to live." so they mad humanity, which naked and blunt-toothed dose need fire to thrive. for the first time since he was born. fire was happy!
however water grew envious. for though many things filled him, he felt that his fidelity to his parents had not been sufficiently rewarded. fish are well and good,but they can not live out side water. and jealousy dose not lead to clearer thought. more over, fire kept reminding every one how he had created the first birds and thus started the coming of living things.
Water said to him self. " i will make a creature myself,even as fire made the birds. it will be a wonderful creature, different from all thous that swim or fly or walk or creep or in any way adorn earth or air or water. it will not be a mere bird, but a force to compare favorably with us first 4."
Water drew from himself a ball of water and concentrated that water in to its self. he envisioned a creature with the power to create and change, like himself, but different, so with no great surprise the creature he created was female. water's creation rose from the depths of the deepest ocean and in to the sky above. just as she was about to take her place among Earth, Air, Water & Fire, as one of the great creations, she burst.
little parts of her flew everywhere, some sticking in the sky where they became stars. some falling to the earth even as they do today.where the peaces landed. whatever they touched became imbued with magic- for magic was this daughter of water was to be. that is why there are wise beasts and humans with magical talents. that is why some rocks & plants & waters hold the ability to enhance magic. that is why magic is scattered among us, and not all of us understand it equally.
magic did not completely fragment. the greater part of her remained in the sky, where her injuries are visible on any clear night. we here living on earth name the shattered remnants of magic the moon. to this day she calls to her father water, asking him to make her hole, and when he pities her most, then the ocean ebb, for water is attempting to rebuild his daughter once again.
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i feel like that..MIXED SADNESS.. mom in the emergency. so sic.. sigh.. feel hopeless lost and painfully down.. ~ cause,,forever feels like home sitting there alone inside my head, and nothing really maters when ur dead..!~ i dont know if i can take it,, never ends, my sorrows.. and it hurts to the core, can never win .
~i dont deserve this, though-fullness, to find my way through all this shit. why, life could be perfect,and it could be worth it!! ow what would it take 4 there to be silence.~
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this anime is quite good, what power rangers should have bin.. :3 guna haft to look in to the second one, but gurren lagon was the boom, in a gay kinda power ranger way,, tehe,, i loved it..
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Earth Power: so close and yet so so so F-ing far, love, sigh..not sure i can do this as my world falls apart..as i lose hope..as i fall.. so dead inside,, wish i could shine again,, just hurts so much.. bin hurt to many times,, cant trust,, as much as i want to.. ~[Cry]~ scared to lose hope, with out hope whats left..
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Earth Power: all the promises i made, just to let you down, you beveled in me but im,, broken,, i have nothing left,, and all i feel, is this cold cruel, emptiness..
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carlroberts2002: how are you
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carlroberts2002: hi bud
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Earth Power: ~Imagine yourself
Alone in your head
You're hanging, dangling
From a silver thread

Empty, alone
With the monsters within
Internally screaming
You just want to give in

Now imagine that's you
Every day, every hour
Forever sinking
Like a wilting flower

You try to tell your dad
And you try to tell your mom
But they say you're being silly
You've just got to move on

Because teens don't know sorrow
Nor the hardships of life
They're just kids with imaginations
Just looking for attention, right?

You think that there's none
Who know how you feel
You're just so alone
But the feelings– they're real

Useless
Neglected
Forgotten
Distressed

Alone
Afraid
But mostly
Depressed

And you're friends
They go on
Like nothing has changed

"They must not care"
Your thoughts whisper
The lies in your brain

You can't escape it
Trapped in your own skin
You're ugly
You're hated
But you mask it with a grin

You hate what you feel
So instead you feel nothing
Your insides are numb
Your confidence crumbling

You look to other things
To stop the pain
smoking and drinking
But it gives you no gain

And the people around you
Shout abuse your way
"You're hurting yourself, stop it!"
That's all they ever say

No matter how you plead
That you're broken inside
They turn the other way
They run, they hide

They say you're just foolish
It's all in your head
What they don't know, is inside
You're already dead~
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Earth Power: Today was a ok day, except 4 the cold weather. that i could do without..and the fact that cooking dinner today. cutting veggies. in one sec it became a bad day.!? i nearly cut off my pinky nail... almost. sliced the length of it right along side it. right under the nail.. :/ ,i would say a little over half way.. it hurt really bad worse then any sliver..at first i couldn't even look at it, i thought i cut something off.. had to sit down.. and almost passed out too..
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Earth Power: i feel like that..im kinda the rabbit, or well, more or less a fox. trying to live among wolfs,. just, some times u just cant trust wolfs.. not after being bitten more then once.. finding ill probably never fit in.. and i wish i did, it would be better then walking the lonely road alone..
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Earth Power: LOVE is not a game, so dont play as if it is.
Fall in love with the soul, not the body..
Do it 4 the heart & soul, not the mind or body.
No sex with out monogamy. or at least commitment.
Treat that some one with respect. cant own another.
Honer, and show then u care, love & give space.
Listen and communicate. trust. be friends..
Don't cheat, force, or lay a hand on them.
When there down lift them up. Be there. support..
Be truthful, and when you can do some thing special..
Where only human, and we all have faults.. try to see from there eyes.
Don't hurt the one u love. or rely on another to get happiness. Be the best you can be. no matter how down and out u are. and you'll find that happiness. Because life's to short.. and love ant easy, true love that is, u must earn. if not, its just sex, and is meaning less,,if you dont truly care...
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Earth Power: attack on titan..
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Earth Power: will u still love me when im no longer young and beautiful, will you still love me when i got nothing but, my aching salt.. i know u will,,,,i hope u will, i wish u will...<3
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Earth Power: pain with out love..~<3
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Earth Power: i like this song. ~(♥)~
why is it that, most of the time, we seem to cry for those, who dont deserve it.? why are we able to just move on? "Oh dear, theirs no helping it." "this is simply..." "....what makes us girls"
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Earth Power: The beginning is the end. and the end is the beginning.. well then, let us begin again, and to each there own tale..
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Earth Power: i love this book, Through a wolf's eyes.here is a good part, i liked from it.. :3 its about a feral girl named firekeeper, who lived with wolf's far bigger and more intelligent then any other, with her companion blind seer, she finds out what it takes to be human,, in her wolfish way!! shes not your standard issue princess, and this ant your stander issue fairy tail,,its a stay up to the finish read, and a really nice book series..
~(<3)~Shadows and rocks under foot. round rocks, smooth like those in a stream-bed but these are wet by other then good, clean water. the stream that runs over these rocks is horse piss and dog piss, man piss and cat piss, vomit and sweat, manure and spilled beer, the rotted sap of dead vegetation and the salt of ancient tears. even when the rain falls it cannot remove the stench entirely. it settles into the crevices between the rocks and waits for heat to bring it forth..
bear-foot, Firekeeper runs from cobble to cobble, feet light and silent.there is no twigs to snap here, no leaves to crumble and crunch. she feels like a shadow given life and Blind Seer padding beside her is heralded only by the panicked barking of dogs in there pathetic yards. their appeals to there masters bring them no help, no praise, only angry threats and the occasional thrown shoe.
partly from pity,partly because their barking annoys the night, Blind Seer silences the curs with a growled command. in their secret hearts the dogs are grateful. they retire to doormat or kennel, wrap their tails about their noses and try to believe they are as ignorant as their masters as to what friend of the darkness walks the street..
each place where Derian and Doc halt is a delight of newness to nose and eye,the tavern, the livery stable and the heavily scented gardens of the herbalist, Hazel. then comes the return through the night.. the scream, Sapphire shield fighting in a fierce earnest, the sent of here sweat cutting sharp and acrid even through the pong of the streets.
indecisive, Firekeeper lurks in the shadows, uncertain whether this is a fight in which another is welcome. only when derian is endangered dose she throw etiquette to the wind and bound forth. as she catches him in her arms, the blood streaming from his wounds alternately red and black in the lamplight, Blind Seer leaps upon the attacker.
A man is not a wolf. there is no thick ruff to protect his throat. he is not even a deer with great cabled muscles beneath a thick hide. he is not even a rabbit who can sometimes shake loose leaving a mouthful of fur. a man is a pitiful naked beast. one snap and the red blood is running onto the cobbles, overlaying their sent with a rich new sent..~(<3)~
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Earth Power: Great.. it just keeps getting better. now my room looks like and smells like a old school Laundry mat where you got to hang your close to dry from the roof, dam dryer broke,,-_- ow hum.. this sucks.. but, heck, it could be worse i could be washing my clothing in the tub..lol that i would not be happy doing.. knock on wood..
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Earth Power: it sucks to be different..but then again i wouldn't have it any other way.. why be like the rest when you can be u.unique. um, sigh,, i just wish it didn't hurt so..
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Earth Power: Happy new year. every one..
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kingarthur24red: SWEET THOUGHT?
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Earth Power: Marry X-mas..
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Earth Power: i feel like that..i have nothing left.. and has bin believing in some thing so distance.. out of reach..for some one broken..and hopeless as i am. Lost wishing to be found again.. but scared to death, to take just one step..
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