Sometimes,tears are the only refuge I can have to pour out my feelings !

Fearophobia: it's lonely though especially when you don't have someone to lean on ! Of course I mean aside from prayers...

the real slim DEEPy: ive been teetering right on the brink of brilliance and insanity for about 7 years now. none of my "friends" desire my company anymore, because they have no way to relate to me. its easy to have friends when you have no cares, but, when you get serious, you become a buzzkill. what am i to do, pretend im interested in base pleasures and bull chat? if i made the "proper" effort to relate to my friends, i wouldnt enjoy the conversation, anyway...