Falcon/blindefaith has passed away Cynthia109: Hello. I am Daniel's sister, or as you all knew him here, Falcon or blindedfaith. I thought it would be necessary to create an account on this website and inform you all of Daniel's death. Tragically, he took his own life last Monday night, and the funereal was held today. He spoke a lot of this website, so I thought it'd be necessary to contact all his friends on here and let them know what happened. He was quite disturbed in his final days and never really told us why. I just hope he's at peace now. If any of you have any questions, I will be happy to answer them, as I am keeping this account for a little while. Thank you for reading.  applepicker: Is it for real or is it the little boy crying wolf again? And I think it is odd that "Cynthia" misspelled funeral the same way that he did. MaThinker (M.T.): I hope this is not you, Falcon, playing a joke on us. If it is it is not funny ! As you know, i have finally seen that you are a nice person behind your trolling, just to satisfy a bored mind. And we had become friends. We would be sad if you came to such an end. And if you are his sister, we send you our condolences, wishing he had opened up to someone and shared his troubles. I will pray for his soul.   virginkiss: I really hope it isn't true, despite me and Falcon/Blinded's differences-If it is true, I would feel horrible, because I couldn't even talk to him when he was crying out for help in his blogs and forums...His intentions were good, he meant no harm-it was purley just for fun all the threads he posted. True story, Falcon had a soft spot for helping people. When i posted all that "I'm in love!" junk throughout the forums and my blogs, (when he was still FalconVirtue), he sent me a message trying to tell me I wasn't in love afetr 8 days, and that my now-ex had to have been delusional since he said "love" from the beginning. He pleaded with me that I would get hurt- no jk's, no lol's-genuine concern. Turns out, my (now ex) bf and I were forced apart, and two weeks later, I found out he had cheated the whole time. Well, I don't know how many of you payed attention to Blinded's (when he was Blinded) posts about Orangeandblack and the personal things he had against him-those personal things were about me. We talked about how he was right about my last bf, and talked about something new- much more serious...His heart may have been in the right place, but his actions were'nt justified (to me at least), though I will not/cannot tell the story of what happened... And, then he posted 7 poems, which when i finally read them, i saw they seemed to be speaking directly to me...but I could not talk to him about it. He wasn't a bad person- he just liked to joke around and have fun. I tell you these stories so you'll see that Falcon/Blinded was not all bad, he in fact had a soft spot for trying to make a difference in people's lives- ex. mine. If, he truly did commit suicide, then I am sorry for his family...He felt his life was meangningless, that no one cared anymore for him-it was written all over the forums and his blogs how he just wanted someone to care, but no one took him seriously enough in his mind- no I did not talk to him, I stated I couldn't, I wish I had though if he truly is gone... Well, I've told you all I can tell you, how he was not a bad guy-in fact, he was never really mean to me-never, even when he did the horrible thing that caused us not to be friends anymore, he was still nice, still pleading, still serious...He did care. He was just joking around- we used to joke around all the time, he jumped to my defense in the poety forums when people were attacking my age-and he sincerely cared... for FalconVirtue/BlindedFaith, may your kindness be remembered of you...-VK (edit: please note, his personal things against Orangeandblack were specualtion towards Orange, in which I greatly opposed Blinded for this, and may not actually involve Orangeandbalck at all, some of you may know what I am talking about, and if you do, keep the story non-public...for this was what made our friendship come to an end) virginkiss: In fact everyone, if you don't believe me, here is the next-to-last message he sent me: BlindedFaith Sent: April 7 2010 "Her reaction is hilarious, that's why I posted that. And really now, what do you want me to say? Yeah I "promised" you and yeah I lied to you. Why? Because the ends justifies the means. I was trying to save you. Oh sure I knew you'd be hurt from it, but you'll get over it, and might also learn something from all this. But at the end of the day, I could care less what you think of me, as long as I made a positive difference in your life, then my job is done." Everyone, that is the Faclon/Blinded he rarely showed. And there is more just like it. I still have the message he sent about me and my 1st Love that I told you about. -VK virginkiss: Stew, everyone is against him and thinks he is just a jerk, I wanted to show the real side of him not many saw- besides, he himself posted PM's over the forums, but his were just to laugh about, mine has a purpose. -VK virginkiss: Hat, i intended no disrespect- but, most people who realy only saw him in the forums think he was just a jerk that got a kick out of making fun of people... I really never mean any disrespect ... -VK MaThinker (M.T.): Yes, some of us have seen the real better self of him. Trollers love having fun, not realising the offense or hurt others may feel ! Raven: it's ok, VK.  Actually, I have seen that side of him too. And if this is all a lie and he comes back, I'm going allllll the way to to kick his arse!!! virginkiss: lol thanks Raven- I would help if this is a joke... And Stewart- don't complain at us for showing concern, You have eplied here yourself, helping in the three pages lol Anywayz, no disrespect intended (even to Stew)... -VK Cynthia109: Thank you everyone who have left condolences thus far. They are appreciated. As for the people here who think this is fake, well I can guarantee you it is not. After looking at some of the topics he made on this website in the past week or so, I am beginning to see just how troubled he really was. There's no way Daniel would fake something such as depression, and had we known he was this upset, we would have done something. Unfortunately we never had the chance to. I'm not going to blame this website for what happened, but I do beleive part of this is why he's no longer here. He seemed to have taken this site and the people on it much too seriously. I do hope that some of you no longer speak ill of him, and just remember him for who he was. It seems he liked to cause drama, but there were so many more aspects to his life. I only ask now that you all honor his life and please let him find some peace now. I won't respond to this topic anymore as it's too hard. If you have any questions, don't hesitate to PM me. I'll be deleting this account in a few days. Once again, thank you for your condolences. Eve: VirginKiss you are only 14 years old. You are no better than jailbait. This is a grown up website. Not a website for kids looking to trap older men. virginkiss: Or, I AM NOT 14 YEARS OLD!!!! So sshut the freak up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! disrespect inetended!!! do not get me frickin mad over this again, just shut your fricking faces!! i have no war with you Or, so shut the heck up!! -VK virginkiss: And, becuase I dont cuss? becuse i havent had my 1st kiss yet? bcuz i type in txt tlk? that makes you freakers think i am 14??! Its a sad day to see the true demorilization of this world... -VK | Off Topic Chat Room Similar Conversations |