where did tink go? barnestorming___girl: she left this morning, my morning.. I can send a message to her when I see her next I'm gonna miss her heaps she is my bestie blonde goddess: i only spoke with her on m** last night and today shes gone. damn i knew i should of put my make up on. scared her away barnestorming___girl: I'll get on a plane and drag her ass back can I have a loan pls? I lost all my wire bucks when I deleted barnestorming___girl: well if I could fly with love I would already be there in a flash  I love her so much barnestorming___girl: In my old account I was here for nearly 2 years.... I left because to me it was my only way out of something! I had to do it for me.. I was the hardest thing I have had to do. sure I miss my old blogs and comments etc! but I had to for the fact that I just couldn't do it any more.... with things... I took a couple days break thinking that would help. but you know what it didn't. made it worse.. and now for me anyways it's a clean slate.. and that is good for me! you know what I mean?   RUBY: I agree with you..that's why it's taking me so long to leave..cause if i do..it'll be for good I started with this account and want to end with this 1 AllakMallak: Thank god, Sun don't think like you guys, i mean just imagine, Sun decides to stick around in the sky what will happen ? No beautiful sunrise or gloomy sunsets to watch.  Anyways, thats my opinion, change is life. dillybear: Sure there are those that come and go for what ever their reason but its the ones you know have definitely gone, that make me a little sad. barnestorming___girl: but I miss my mails from my beautiful friends here.. all of them. from all of them.. I miss my mails from sits,rainbowtreat and more.. that I had in there from when I started! when I deleted I wasn't gonna come back at all. but I left so quick that nite. I didn't get everyone's info etc. plus I guess I just wanted and needed a clean slate too! I swore I was neva gonna come back!! I have had to much shit here! It lost me who I am with it! I have a huge back ground here and with the police..(that was something I had to do to protect me and my kids)went thre shit and hell from meeting somebody here! but If I have to I will do it again.(come here) like I did! this is my way of talking to adults at nite time.and talking to my friends ova seas.. I love them and I guess I have a huge heart for them all. even if this is internet but when you see/hear them on skpye and see them on cam it becomes more then just typing on a screen and you love them and care and think about them! and that is why I came back!! CandyRivers: I deleted my old account when I got pervy msgs all the time from so many losers I had picked up I decided to go for a bit. Plus Brett - Lex - Naboo left as well. I was also suffering from major abandonment issues and feelings of loss. I had a miscarriage and my mum went into an old folks home at the same time. Her dementia had reached the point I couldn't keep her safe anymore. Crazy old bugger she may be but I miss her a lot. So at the time there wasn't much point in me hanging round. He has gone again, but I guess he will be back. I do hope so anyway. I miss him very much when he is not here. Anyhoo, cuppa tea anyone? RUBY: well who leaves it's they're choice..i don't judge them at all we all have dificulties at times ..i'm having them right now what i hate the most is those that leave and come back and don't say who they are..i mean what's the point??...tell us you're back why fool us?? barnestorming___girl:  sss candy.. I know what you mean.my mum had a heart attack.. I don't talk to her and tell her my worrys any more.. I'm scared I will give her another heart attack. I can't lose another parent!... I will hide all from mum now. even though I broke down with all with me the other day.. but I don't want to stress her.. I came here to talk, be me! and I am me! I wish life could be different with me! but it's not.. so many times I have thought the only way out is yeah! okay enough dribble..... damn I am just me! dillybear: I get annoyed when members leave *again for whatever their reasons* but when they return don't bother to be upfront on who they are. Even when your gut feeling tells you they are not a new member at all. Edit: looks like Ruby n I just had the same thought lol barnestorming___girl: omg ruby omg I agree with you there.. why fool us??!!! why????? It only hurts us even more! omg i know what you mean! and if you do come back don't act like you neva cared too!! CandyRivers: now coming back anon is annoying. oh yeah. Barnes, bab. it's adult life and it is difficult. dillybear: So we have an example right here in this thread. Whos AllakMallak, they are commenting everywhere as if they have been here b4, definitely not a new member. CandyRivers: Rubes, you can tell any of us your troubles, at any time. You know how loved you are in here. Right, everyone stop for a minute. Just smile and keep it on your face for a while. Remember what it is like to be happy. | Off Topic Chat Room
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