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5th month: hm... this month was really interesting and colorful. With many ups and downs, maybe too much downs, too much “sorry” was said, too much arguments but… we still together. And as I said maybe it’s just test for us, to realize can we be together or not. This month we passed the test. And keep going down the road we choose. We don’t know where this road will take us but I’m very happy that you decided to take my hand and lead me though darkness, show light. You always say that everything will be ok and I must believe in this. You know… I believe. I believe in us. You trying to warm my cold heart and I see that you don’t want to give up… I even think that you are smiling when I say NO or MAYBE because you know that sometimes I just can’t say that I really want. Sometimes I feel that you understand me even if I don’t say anything. Now it’s enough for you to look at me and know I’m in good mood or not. You even can perceive it from few my words when we chatting… You are amazing.
And yes first days I even didn’t want to hear the things you are saying now every day. Now I feel strange when you don’t say it… And I know how much you want to hear it from me. And your patience amazes me.
Thank you for all you are doing and saying. I appreciate it very much.
And don’t forget that I like and admire my boy... Kisses

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4ht month: I never dreamed that such a man exist, much less that he would feel something for me. How strange to meet as words flashed on a screen! Soul-to-soul: no sight or sound or touch. How strange on such a phantom friend to lean....i feel pain every evening... by saying-good night to you... It is the first time when i feel passion,which is borned by words, to a person, who i didnt touch or see face to face.... Our keyboard conversations have run deep, reaching to the source of joy and pain. It isnt easy on the Internet...We wanna feel something more then virtual passion...Words alone can be misunderstood.We need eyes and lips and hands to let the hurt rest easy. We must rely on faith and trust, take words for kisses Be patient....
We live too far apart and it is so hard for us, but i believe in happy endings... and who knows what will happen in the future... Just keep going on our road together, standing face to face, holding hands and looking into each others eyes...drowning in our feelings and fantasies...

3 months… Just about 90 days but since first day we had everything …bad and good, happy and sad moments, anger and passion. I remember what I felt first month. So…
1 month: Who is that guy? -I don’t know but he is handsome and funny. What he want from me? -I don’t know. Do I trust him? –No. What I feel for him? –why I must feel something, he is stranger. Do I want to know him better? –I don’t know.
2 month: That guy is very nice, kind, cute, crazy, sometimes shy and sometimes aggressive, he can be angel and devil in the same time, sensitive, understanding, sincere…He likes, adore and love me (em he said that). I 99% trust him. I really like this guy and yes I want to know him better.
3 month: He is absolutely awesome boy, someone who I never met before in my life. He can make me laugh and cry, be happy like child or serious like my grandma, forced to feel new feelings for me-it was just wooow I like it…. He is my friend, my guide, my soul mate, my boy… I know that he want to be with me, be together in good and bad, show me how beautiful life can be, be my defender and teach me to feel the most important feeling in the world-love… I trust him 1000%. I adore this wonderful person and want to let him to teach me and to show things I don’t know yet…
So it’s just a little part of that what I feel and want to say. Wish you could be here with me and I would say all I want looking into your deep, dark eyes…
When I am alone, you were there with me, when I am afraid you light up my world when I am at my weakest you give me strength. Thank you for your smile that gives me energy for next day. Thank you for kindness and believing in me. Thank you for your love and support…
4 month: …and everything will be better and better and better…

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I’ve been in darkness for so long just waiting for the light,
And now that you have come my way, my days don’t seem like nights.
I’m glad I’m finally overcome my fear of the other side,
Thank you for showing me the way, by taking me on this ride.
I’ve never really felt this way about a guy before,
You’ve truly touched me deep inside, you’ve opened, unlocked, the door.
I know it’s nothing serious, but surely it’s a start,
You’ve treated me so equally, I feel it in my heart.
And even if this does not work, I’m glad I’ve had this chance,
To see how great you truly are, even just for a glance.
We never know what’ll come of this, it really just depends,
I’m glad we’re taking the first step, we’re becoming better friends.
With you I never have to guess just how you really feel,
You talk to me about the facts and tell me what’s the deal.
With you I feel so comfortable, like nothing can go wrong,
I get this tingly feeling inside, you sing to me like a song.
I’m trying to live in the moment, by forgetting about the past,
And so far it’s been working, and it’s really been a blast.

Our second month... Thank you

I can only see black and and white never shades of gray,
because my eyes don’t work that way.
I can’t imagine fantasies they never cross my mind.
This could be why I’m lonely time to time.
Maybe only you can reach me now.
Can you teach me how to dream?
Help me make a wish, if I wish for you would you make my wish come true?
I am stranger here, stranger as it may seem.
Take me by the heart.
Teach me how to dream...

Today is our 1st month anniversary. Thank you for all things...

Pieces of me on the floor
Look in the mirror, don't like what I see
Too afraid to open every door
I'm still trying to find the real me

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my devilish boy...

U make me feel so strange sometimes... but i like it