Starting over,

Wednesday, April 16, 2008 1:05:00 PM   Mood: Pleased    Writing:   


So it's been a long time since I wrote in a blog or even a journal. I would like to consider this a fresh start to things. Now I am generally not a depressing person. Damn I have always been so happy and giddy, and totally wild. What's happened to this crazy person that everyone loved to be around. I haven't been around my friends in months because I have been sick. Tell me thats not sad?
Actually the doctor had me on Anti depressants to treat my anxiety, they were making me really sick, and tired. You can't live life being tired? Life is what you make of it, is it not? But how can you make a life, if you don't have the energy to live your damn life.
So now I am on a website I have never heard before, wanting to express myself for people I don't even know, and maybe I can touch people with my story.
My name is Shayla. I am a 20year old mother. Damn its hard being a young mom, I have had other mothers look down on me. Though its funny because my daughter is so well behaved compared to so many kids I have seen, she is happy, and well, just a joy to be around. >>and she is only 2<< Lets just say, for someone as young as myself, I have had a lot of life to experience, and now I am fighting to get my life back because anxiety got the best of me.
So here is to me and fighting the struggles of being a young single mother.