Life is going good

Sunday, July 20, 2008 6:50:00 PM   Mood: Content    Watching: TV   


Well as for my life at home it's gotten better. Chris and I don't argue as much as we used to. We hug and kiss, and we are telling everything to each other. We do more stuff together now. He is still on the computer as much as i don't want him too, but my mom said would u rather have him go to the bar and get drunk every night and don't know what he's going to do or would u rather have him at home so u know where he is.

As for Haiden, he is healthy and well. He is eating solid food (baby food), He is almost rolling over and we are practicing sitting up, he is getting better, he is still wobbles but he is only going to be 5 months old all though the doctor said he should sit up on his own at 6 months or a little over. He doesn't like to take naps at all, and he gets very crabby towards the end of the day. When he does take naps he is a completely different kid.

We also got a new kitten 1 month ago and his name is Felix. He is curious little kitten and likes to play and get into trouble. Our other cat is 5 years old and his name is Tusken he is doing well to. He adjusted to Felix within a week. Ya he still hisses at him but thats because Felix wants to play and he doesn't.

As for my job i love the kids and all but most of the people i work with are p****** me off. I am almost losing my job so now i am looking for a new one so i can quit. If i quit or get fired i will miss my friends i made, and mostly i will miss those kids. They loved me to death, they looked up to me and everything, but on the bright side where i applied i might make more money than what i was making.

the pic i put on here is our two cats. The black one is Felix, and the orange one is Tusken

days are getting better

Thursday, June 26, 2008 8:56:00 AM   Mood: Okay    Watching: TV   



The days are getting better it seems, we are not fighting as much and he dragged me to see a shrink and he knows i hate it but i don't think he set up an appointment i hope he won't.
My son is now going to be 4 months old on July 4 and he is getting big. He is starting to eat solid foods such as rice cereal. He is almost rolling over from his back to his belly, he is not quite there yet. He giggles and smiles a lot, and very good baby. He sleeps through the night.

advice

Monday, April 28, 2008 10:40:00 PM   Mood: Lonely    Currently:   


Ever since my son was born, my boyfriend and I have had a lot of arguments lately, seems to be every day or every other day. Sometimes they are so bad that i cry, and have to leave. And there a times where he tells me to leave. I am at the point where i am hurt, he has purposed after our son was born and after that it went downhill.
I am confused, upset, scared that i am going to lose him, and my son, or even me having to move out with my son and raise him on my own. Even at work it has been coming harder on us.

Is it normal to fight and argue this much, or are we just growing further apart? I don't know but i have been depressed for the last 3 weeks.

If u have anything to say please tell me, anything will help

Had my Baby

Sunday, March 09, 2008 6:24:00 PM   Mood: Excited      


On March 4, 2008 I had my son Haiden Jerome. I was happy and scared and had so many emotions going through me. He was 5 pounds 4oz 18inches long. He had no complications other than fluid in his lungs but that cleared up as he cried and he wouldn't eat in the hospital and they wouldn't let us go until he ate half an oz every two hrs. When we got home he ate and woke up for his own feedings. He is doing awesome. His daddy and I are so happy with him.

7 months pregnant and feel gloomy over things

Saturday, January 12, 2008 6:53:00 PM   Mood: Gloomy    Watching: TV   


<font face="Garamond">I feel gloomy because my boyfriend went out to the bar with friends, even though i told him he could and i wouldn't be mad about it. I just feel gloomy about it because we both work full time and when i get home from my job it's 6:00PM and i work at 10AM, and he works 5AM till 2PM and everyother saturday he has to work so we only have the weekends together.
 And being 7months pregnant with my son that we r naming Haiden my emotions are all confused and it fustrates me. And when he is gone with his friends and i happen to go into labor i have all these questions running through my mind. Like... Will he see the message i sent him right away? How far is he and would he get me to the hospital on time? If he gets into an accident to come get me, who can i call to get me to the hospital on time?
 if u have any comments feel free to send them to me
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