not as an athlete
Posted April 19 2008 06:03 AM
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after high school i was kinda chunky bc of my first broken heeart, but i deciced to stop stuffing myself with food, i was a 36c n a size 7 in jeans,,FAT ASS N THIGHTS, at 165 lbs for a 5'6 hieght. but i thought there must be one thing that can belong to me . i deciced to become a professional runner, and i did. after a long year in trainning. my best fase was when i hit 112lbs and a 26a cup n a 28 inch waiste, and could run 12 miles under an hour and half, EXCELLENT SHAPE I WAS IN. even though i became sycho about eating healthy and obsess with protein shakes n red bulls. my point is that after i let go of my strictly dicipline almost about half a year ago, am doing fine. am not fat nor too skinny am normal. but i kinda still want to pusre my goal to participate in the iron man triathlon. which now i get to my point..i have been going back to my trainning but it seems so hard now, as if i have just started all over again.