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Posted April 2 2009 02:24 PM
Mood: Discontent
Listening to: The Midway State - Never Again
You walk down the unfamiliar hallway, weathered doors on either side with no end in sight. The air is damp and cool. The generously spaced overhead incandescent bulbs pool light into small, soft orbs on the dusty floor. Each step you take making the floorboards creak and groan as if no one has walked this path in ages and the years they've seen outnumber the people who traveled their faces.
You stand perfectly still. Too many options. Each door leads somewhere, you are sure. You also realize as that door opens, it also will close behind you. Is it worth it to consider the space you are standing in..? You wish you could know what each choice entailed. Wish instead of the chipping, aged white paint there was a new door, a fresh option, a proper choice.
No such luck. You consider blindly choosing one and hoping for the best but logic and reason stops you from lifting your hand and turning the knob. With your heart in one hand and your mind in the other something doesn't balance and you're not even sure which is heavier.
You kneel down and peer through the key hole on the door closest to you. What lays beyond is another hallway, another path with more choices. More weathered doors. A feeling of inadequacy falls over you, and you sit where you are. Looking to both your heart and your mind, holding them at arms length in front of you, not sure if they work together or if one is right and one is wrong.
"Please.." you softly exhale, "..what do I do now..?"
But there's no one there to answer you. You can't stay here forever, you need to find a way out. You look down and see someone else's footprint in the dust, faintly outlined by the overhead light bulb. Someone has come down this same path, has made a choice and has moved on from here. Your eye's trace the footsteps that end at a door several down on your left. You consider following that same path but as you sit, knees to chin and slide your foot over the print, you realize it doesn't fit. It's not you, that door down the hall wasn't your choice.
You have to make your own choices and lead yourself, choose the door most weathered, least opened. The easiest path lay in that of others footsteps, but the path to your own happiness and success is not in the shadows of another. Somewhere along your journey, with your heart in one hand and mind in the other, you will be able to let your heart be held by someone else, and your mind be put to ease.
I'm still opening doors to more uncertainty, but one will lead to my own happiness, eventually.
Rest in pieces.
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Posted March 31 2009 01:28 PM
Mood: Irate
As I type this there are people who live with themselves, fronting different lives online, lieing, cheating, deceiving and twisting things so they can keep living their lies and sleep at night.
I'm disgusted. I'm an agreeable person and I take what is front of me as how it is, until proven wrong. The more I find out, the more I feel ashamed to call myself a member of this website.
With any collective of people there are the good, the bad, and the ugly. Wireclub is a unique environment, seemingly encouraging people to create the lives for themselves they wish they had.
Why? How do you sleep at night? You know who you are. Oh, and by the way, you SHOULD hate yourselves. If you're not happy with what you've got and want something else, strive towards that and stop pretending. A keyboard and a monitor is not real life, no matter how much you want it to be.
I'm tired of finding every other day someone else is fake, someone said something, someone went behind someones back. I hope you're sweating bullets as you read this because you will be found out. Everyone has dirt, I've washed my hands of it.
What you see is what you get. We all make mistakes, but never have I made the mistake of pretending to be something I'm not. I'm the one, the only me on this planet. And guess what? I'm effin' proud. Isn't about time you woke the eff up and looked in a mirror?
I will stir up trouble, I will ruin people's days and I will find out your dirty secrets but never will anyone be able to pin anything fake on me. Rest in pieces, your fragmented reality is pathetic.
*salutes*
The Wireclub Pervert Anthem
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Posted March 18 2009 01:02 AM
Mood: Amused
And ode to Wireclubs's perverted!
Here I am, my junk in hand, signed on Wire..
Hard as my spacebar as I hit on everything hoping to get far..
As the night goes on I should go to sleep, but "Ima find me a random to cyber", that promise I keep,
Kicked out of rooms with my lack of a pic, wishing someone would accept the images of my d***,
What's a lonely man to do? But keep trying to PM you,
Blue is my font and so are my balls, Ooo another hottie, your name I call
"Hey baby you're so effin' sexy" I say, "Pervert, try that again and Ima make you pay"
So here I am, my junk in hand, signed on Wire..
Up until 5am, on my relentless hunt from which I'll never tire.
*coughs*effin'perverts*coughs*
Twenty five things that you needed to know
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Posted February 22 2009 09:30 PM
Mood: Contemplative
Listening to: Daughtry.. haha
I was tagged by AngelaScourge. So, the game must go on.
25 random-ass things about me
1) All my initials are Rs.. cruel joke, perhaps..
2) I favour Sega over Nintendo.
3) I am one of those kids who dip french fries in their Frosty.
4) Ive smoked weed 4 times in my life.
5) I saw my first modified car when I was 10, and it spawned a money-sucking life passion.
6) All my run-ins with the fuzz are therefore, car related.
7) Peach juice is my fave juice of all time.
8) I broke my arm on the last day of school, in elementry school, from falling out of a tree due to a branch breaking under me and hitting a swingset on the way down
9) I never put anything in the microwave for an even time. Instead of 1:00, I put it in for :67 or something. Don't ask.
10) I do love poutine, its quite yum.
11) I have and do tear up for sad movies. 'Nuf said.
12) I do smoke, try not to as much as I used to.
13) I believe in karma, so behave already.. lol
14) I'm completely addicted to Tim Horton's, and steeped tea is my drug of choice.
15) I've been electrocuted up to 8 times, hit by lightning indirectly once, severely chemically burned once and set on fire several times. Yes, I'm accident prone.
16) I'm gonna be an awesome dad one day, haha
17) I eat cereal like potato chips.. and never with milk
18) I can go from listening to The Used to Maroon 5 to My Chemical Romance to Daft Punk to The Fray to Akon.. hahaha.
19) I wear my studded belt backwards, cuz Im cool like that.
20) I usually am partially naked while on my computer, since my computer is next to my bed.
21) My cellphone is a MotoROKR.
22) If I were a Pokemon, I soo would be Pikachu.
23) I have a massive collection of retro-vid games, including a lot of Sega.
24) I get distracted easily, therefore this has taken me far longer then it should have.
25) I wear scarfs indoors as well as outdoors.
Snowflakes.. <3
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Posted December 23 2008 06:19 AM
Mood: Loved
Its negative twelve outside
The heat cranked in my car
The sky is falling tonight
And I wonder where you are
Stars turned to snowflakes
The universe settling on the ground
The wind pushes constellations
To where they can't be found
My drive is to find
Through this blizzard so cold
The warmth of your embrace
And your delicate heart to hold
I'd have given up
False love and hope I'd ignore
Forget about that now
You showed me there is so much more
I know there is a love
One that you and I can share
The kinda thing you see in movies
But dont think you can find anywhere
Fairy tales and storybooks
And that 'happily ever after'
Never thought it could happen to me
But all I can think is "wow, I love her.."
So here I drive
Through this blizzard so cold
Snowflakes and constellations
Amidst all of it, It's you I'm coming to hold <3
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