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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: Eurostile">A<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">  </SPAN>pen sits still<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">  </SPAN>and frozen like a lone icicle ,it<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">  </SPAN>lays abandoned among the usual clutter of frozen meals .A<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">  </SPAN>box is perched on top of the fridge at a dangerous angle adveritsing Petco .Christmas has come and gone yet the tree<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">   </SPAN>looks like a carnival freak show complete with earrings and hello kitty paraphernalia . Used tea candle shells<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">   </SPAN>lay around being disguised as ashtrays.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">  </SPAN>Clear tape<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">  </SPAN>flitters with the breeze<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">  </SPAN>as<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">  </SPAN>abandoned green fairy lights swing from the corner of the ceiling .Looking around it becomes apparent this is not a home , Its something more .<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">   </SPAN>A<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">   </SPAN>crystal bubble filled with laughter, music, creation, whipped cream and champagne<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">  </SPAN>, Stepping inside the<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">  </SPAN>matrix of creation one becomes aware that the outside world is<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">  </SPAN>but<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">  </SPAN>an advertisement for<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">  </SPAN>conformity .<?xml:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" /><o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: Eurostile"><SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">   </SPAN>Free from Clocks<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">  </SPAN>and <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>calendars <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>the walls are bare . The only exception to this<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">  </SPAN>are the<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">  </SPAN>pictures of Virgin Mary smiling down from the walls<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">  </SPAN>as she blesses the sacred place where inspiration is allowed a voice .<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">  </SPAN>Incense wafts up into the ceiling snaking its way around the sewing machine sitting in a corner of the room .The Shelf boasts an array of medicinal herbal tonics from bleeding heart flower essences to mood fix making the small room seem part of a larger<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">  </SPAN>naturopathic pantry<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">   </SPAN>.The sheer simplicity of a<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">  </SPAN>living space<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">  </SPAN>becoming a natural blend of organic artistic expression<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">  </SPAN>and<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">  </SPAN>living quarters is too much for some people to bear .Their<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">  </SPAN>neat compartments will not allow for such earthy functionality and they cannot bear to embrace the living artist .Upon arrival<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">    </SPAN>their mind seems to malfunction and they seem to lose themselves in their<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">   </SPAN>….In The Box Thinking . I watch their eyes widen and their faces<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">  </SPAN>contort <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>in incredulity to see me function in such an environment . Put simply I do not understand the concern .I strain to see things as they do and am constantly surprised that my environment is considered a rambling blend of artistic<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">  </SPAN>confusion .<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: Eurostile">The<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">  </SPAN>clean freak roommate has traded in the messiness I bring for the feeling lived home feeling as opposed perfection reflected in a clinical sterile<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">  </SPAN>eerie hospice that would remind one of living quarters in an institution .=’<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
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