deepsoul

deepsoul
"im just me living for who i am"
20, Male from Prince Albert, Saskatchewan - Canada Canadian Chat
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A MORAL WORTH LEARNING

Posted October 12 2008 04:33 PM   Mood: Calm   Currently:   

at certian times feel it seems like a long unremoveable strip of duct tape lays tightly across my lips traped with the shyness within i have so much to say but so much dosent get out i would like to speak my mind not just in words typed on a blog but with my own voice somthing iv always had problems with i can even rember a certain time in my life wen i was failry young in elementry there was this girl i liked since grade 2 but my shy ness always stoped me from asking her out or even getting to know her one day i decided i would write her a poem becuse well i could hardly speak too her so i spent countless hours on this poem that i deemed perfect then after that it was working up the courge to talk to her so i avrived at school scared as hell thinking of all the possibiltys that she could say no and i would be laughed at the kinda things that race threw your head repateing like a broken recored. i sat in class reading threw the poem making sure it was fool proof the recess bell rang i walked outside on a cold november day feeling my heart racing all around my chest never sitting still. and then thats wen i seen her standing with her freinds as most girls do the poem held tightly in my hand as i tried to walk towards her with confiedence but with each step my legs began to buckle and thats wen i seen the thing i would never forget my best freind huged and kissed her my heart sank and felt hollow. it wasent so much that i was mad at my freind as it was that i was mad at myself i never asked her out instead i was a cowared and was to scared that she would say no with out thinking there was the possibilty of a yes it was somthing i regreted terribly but the main moral of what im trying to get across is that dont be scared if theres somthing you wanna do or acchoplish just go for it dont wait for the possibilty and chance to pass you by and leve you thinking what could have been like what happend to me


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PAIN

Posted October 5 2008 05:33 PM   Mood: Depressed   Currently:   

the word pain what dose it bring to your mind dose it make u think of a cut that stings and makes u bleed but eventually disaperes and only leves a tiny scar of your former pain a small reminder of the past mistakes or is it within u burning deep inside making u slowly die as the tear drops fall from your eye forgotten and misunderstood crys sometimes the pain makes u wanna die within and without the pain over comes the body and mind making u do things to escape it trying to hide from the reailty burrieed deep inside


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