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Another Lonely scalp!
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Posted July 20 2009 09:46 PM
Mood: Aggravated
Well I'm back again with another boring bits =) , i know reading others blog is like pinching own skin till you end up reading all ( amused smile), But who cares ?? 
Just can't leave n relax until i write it down to what I've been through as of late , n Oh yes spending time on Wire is like a last resort available to all folks in here i know they've been sick n tired with all face book's crap n totally exaggerated quizzes n applications n other dating sites , I'm sorry i hate using those hot dogs kinda emoticons , they barely express to what one been trying to express , so you guys are good enough to be wise in your own shoes to what I'm trying to express with my silly english , plz correct my spellings if u find any (emerging dimple on my scarred rubber face) haha!
Well I've met with heaps of guys in here but rarely its really hard to filter them out that whose are for real including me off course haha don't worry I'm not a snob  . By real i mean are you guys really for real (double stamped it), huh ?(seriously)
Why are you wasting your time by making fake profiles in order to get in touch and being updated with other lonely life's of late ? Don't take me wrong but ONE MAN'S FUN IS ANOTHER'S HELL,
I'm really sick n tired of being bored as I've been accepting heaps of friend request on a daily damn basis and most of them were fake profile request , come on stop being a baby . It doesn't mean getting a wire account is a piece of cake with only 2 minutes of getting into life's of others. Aren't you bored by just copying n pasting other images off from google into wire in order to be more alluring n fascinating huh ?
Come on people don't take me wrong ,i know till now I'm totally nothing less than douche bag in eyes of some , By SOME you know what i mean and for remaining they have been like god gifted generous people on wire , hatts off to you guys , thanks for being there 
Bow to almighty peace be to all
Totally Bizzare !
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Posted July 5 2009 07:44 PM
Mood: Gloomy
Saw that Michael Jackson has the number 1, no. 2 and 3 album in Australia, as well as sixteen songs in the top 50 singles chart! Funny how people who couldn't care less about him when he was alive are now his number one fan now that he's dead!
Empty can need some life!
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Posted June 23 2009 01:35 AM
Mood: Drained
Day has been quiet till dusk !
Night has been totally relied upon THE day in hope of something better but this day seems out of sight!
I don't know what's wrong ????? I guess it needs some shine to roll over all past aches but this mind has been HIS best friend and would be till death , so no need to ask for haunting despairs .
It doesn't mean i gave up all hope but at times it seems all going down the drain , the word is VAIN.
I can't pacify my self with never ending rage which has been a part of my fate since the day i said my first word .
I know anything that can go wrong WILL go wrong . But why I've to charge my mind from the negativity it generates every day when I'm awake , in hope of something better .
Been just digging and pushing my way to something better. But at the end of every restless day i always found a ray of peace in my heart which sometimes whispers KEEP moving. I know , i know , but she doesn't.
Well yes "she" .
Love is a four letter word that never spoken here!
I suffer this no longer ,have been trying my best to put an end to it , but ???????
Seems like lies can't betray more cos this mind is like a empty can which doesn't rattle the most instead it's ready for being crushed and can't be recycled .
Silly hope can turn out to be successful voyage or would be nothing less than sunken trace .
Mattress under the shadow .....
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Posted April 11 2009 03:50 AM
Mood: Surprised
On this 4th of April at 'bout 7.35 pm i was like dozing off cos it was a lazy Saturday as always and had nothing to do so i was just chilling out all the way till that boring evening .So finally i felt some kicking inside my tummy cos i had nothing since that morning except for a coffee and a muffin ... at 'bout 11 am ...lol.
So i pushed my house mate who's a DJ , who always found messing around with some heavy duty bass and some echoes of the amplifiers which ends up ringing in my damn head lol.. So i asked him " hey mate i was wondering its already 8 , so don't u feel we need to eat something for tonight as we had nothing so far for god sake ?" He answered in a very wry smile(sarcastically lol) by removing his god damn head phones .... "sorry pardon me ???? "I was like HUH ...... i said again Hey DJ what are we gonna have tonight .... ??
He again said in a big big dozed off tone( as if I'm gonna shut down his damn computer) ...." u tell me what u wanna eat " ...... i thought for some few seconds that how smart ass any DJ can be ??? lol then i said how 'bout some chicken steaks with some rocket salad's ?? So he replied with a big silly smile " hey ur legend mate " lol ....
I thought finally we gonna have something huh .... then i took him to that nearby long dusted store for some stuffs to get lose lol.... It was pretty cold.... and too dark as well ..
As we guys walked down the street, arguing over some shitty issue(which i can't disclose ) lol.... we heard some noises of some girl's talking in their native language( it wasn't English neither understandable) so as we guys walked down that street towards that concerned store , we approached two girls whispering in the dark corner besides a big banyan tree of late(whose noise's we heard there) . So seeing us through, one girl spoke out in deep sense of urgency "hey guys"....
My DJ pal twisted his neck and went straight to that girl by breaking our serious conversation which we had been involved since we left our home ....
I was again like  , and thought for a lil while that this is a perfect example of a women's power ..... just by listening to some words of care a guy can lend his shoulder for no mean huh .... anyway lol
So i follow him to that girl and what we found was a big mattress laid over a trolley of a departmental store .... i was like WTF ??? so my Pal said to that girl( she was chinese ) whom he heard that sweet voice few secs prior lol and he said" yes are you all rite ??" ... In reply that girl said "could u please help us through to lift this mattress to our home ?" My DJ mate again twisted his neck and stared at me and tried to express with his eyes while moving his eyebrows that what are we up to ???? So now it was my call to decide that what we guys were really up to but what ??
I said " no issues , but where do u guys live ??" and DJ said " how far is it ?", the other girl replied "it's not too far off from here just end of this street near the baptist church " .I scatched my head and quickly thought it's the same route which we guys have traveled so far for all most 'bout 12 mins huh ??? , then i asked DJ " Ur up ?" , He said in a low pitched gurgling voice " no worries mate let me grab this mattress "( it was a king size though huh ?)so seeing his need full deed's how could i go against my inner conscious so had to join him cos I'd got no options left (as all dollars were in his damn pocket which he put for getting food stuffs off the store )...lol
So some how we all ( i mean that two Chinese girls and we both )tried to put that monster(mattress) off from the trolley.... and from both end me and DJ hold a solid grip and from the other those two tiny chicks managed to picked it up. So we marched a long
slowly and slowly making sure each one got a nice solid grip , also we guys were starving to hell , but no worries .....lol
As we were going nice and steady , one of the Chinese girl suddenly loosened her grip , so we had to stop the proceedings and took a desperate breath huh .... as it was bloody freezing at that moment and almost touched 8.35 , and more worse the store gonna shut down at 9 ... so it was like touch and go , i gave some smacking in my mind to DJ that why he took me from this long route as our car died last week so we have to travel on public transport, but he preferred to walk huh ..... anyway
Then i said in a low starved voice " shall we move ?" then the other braved look girl said in a high tone "YEAHHHHH" ... huh that was a highly charged "YEAH" though ....lol
So we walked upon that high end of a road where the speed limit was 20 km/hr , no worries , so somehow we managed to took that mattress across the end of the street where she told us to picked it to. It was 8.47 already at that coursed of action . Hmmm ....
Finally we landed up that point where we guys promised for and it was a huge sigh of relief especially for me and DJ . So out of sheer relief DJ said " here u go, we are here ", the other braved look girl said" we actually lives at level 2 in this apartment , so could u plzzzzzz take us through ?"
ME and DJ now both looked at each other and laughed our ass off that what ????????????and our hands were damn numb ....
She again urged with her long plzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz ....
I said " look we guys have to buy some stuffs for our dinner and were damn hungry cos the store would shut down at 9 and its already 8.55 so i hope u understand ????"
Hearing my words she said "ohhh we are so sorry 'bout it , so what are u having tonite? "
DJ said in a furious tone " Chicken steaks"
She laughed and said " the store has been ran out of chicken for a lil while , cos we have been there today for it and the store management told us its due for next week "
DJ said " WTF ?"
It seemed that damn Saturday has been really lazy...huh
Anyway ... DJ quickly picked that mattress from the side end out of sheer anger and embarrassment, so seeing his anger me and other two quickly picked it up ... and stepped up the stairs....
Finally we reached home(damn ?) ....
and DJ again said " how come u guys got this(mattress) from the side end of the road?"
The lil chick ... said " the company never delivers this at our home though we requested a lot for home delivery but they didn't agreed , so we eventually got this delivered till that road from the help of our friend in his car , I said " so where is he now ?"
The high tone pitched girl said " his pet needs attention so he dropped us there only "
We both said "NO WORRIES " and it apparently came out quickly from our mouth lol...
Now what ????????????????????????
We finally reached our home empty numbed handed and full of (#$%^& in our minds and DJ quickly made spaghetti and we both fall asleep while watching " i know what u did last summer" lol....
My eyes seek reality My fingers seek my veins....
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Posted April 4 2009 09:07 AM
Mood: Aggravated
Hey friends this is Vaz and i'm here writing bout myself kinda personal shades of life . But i promise i won't let u guys biting ur teeths while reading to this crap of mine lol..
Cos its been a long while i've been thinking bout this to write something cos i felt i'm due for this as my inner world has been urging me lately to write something , so can't help myself falling down in my few words cos if not, then i would be going nutts pretty soon lol...so really can't help it
So its all bout the issue of being in state of highly charged expectations. So , why do we expect ??? it's cos of fear that often haunts us from inside or due to lonesome life of late which always looking for some true happening's to feel good bout it or to feel being a waked rather than having a life good for nothing ? Every question has got its true reply and it only lies amongst our self's, it's just a matter of being alive with sound functioning of brain and soul ...which is NOT easy i reckon (some itching in my throat )
So what are we after ??? Is it love/happiness/care and last but not the least a shoulder to rest upon ??? There has been so many questions left being unanswered ... and this question mark is really testing ourselves at every phase of life . Basically life is just playing with ourselves I'm not sure bout others but being in some circumstances of late which supports this blog post to say the least that Life puts us over the ice hockey surface where (ME) is like a puck been hit hard by life's stick  and left me flying at high speed (over 160 kilometers per hour (100 mph) at times), and other players (YOU) maneuvering it to keep it safe at ur end .So its like Me v You V them V Life = Life wins as always. She basically puts me as a center of a attraction , always been stood at a corner watching me closely( and laughing at me ) that how I'm gonna rescue my self under any worst circumstances. But no worries , if this has to be the case then I've no objections, cos she thinks that WE r the old sport then what's wrong in that ?? There's always something positive left after every game being played which is sometimes being untouched and not been realized which is life in itself . That's how my inner consciousness says it all .I know actions speaks louder than words but how bout the words that has been spoken , which always reflects after every act of action being done. So what's this life for ???
Confusing eh ?(uumm mystery )
But what ever it is or can be or may be ...... she constantly making mind a restless shadow of a old tree standing lean and almost gonna shed its leaves without a water over its head . But at the same time out of the blue she gathers rain to sustain that stand , so that she can carry on where she left ,so now it's all upto us to share that stand, to be ready for another big slapstick at the back huh in order to be more experienced player so that we can compete with our demon's (that's empty mind ) i guess  , that's what i felt of being realistic how life can be ?
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