7imitatdNvrDuplicatd

7imitatdNvrDuplicatd
"hey just checking out this site, let's chat!! I'm vry open-minded"
21, Female from Hmmm, Illinois - United States US Chat

friends are the flowers in life's f^xy$*^ garden, bitcheszzzzzz/vent

Posted March 9 2008 08:36 PM   Mood: Exhausted   Playing: spin the bottle  

i am so pissed at her right now. overwhelmed. she acts so immature sometimes. acting catty and implying things in her speech without coming right out and saying them. if you want to say something to me, then just SAY it. i am NOT the ambitionless high school preps she grew up with. uuugh. why can't she just be real?

why can't she just be real with me?

it scares me...is that how i am going to turn out?

[ i highly doubt it. heh.]

it annoys me more than anything.
it annoys the f^*^x#z hell out of me.
she's older than i am by several years at least, but i feel like she's trying to hang onto her youth through me. it annoys the fx#~ out of me. she has lost most of her friends since she got married and complains to me about it. so then she ends up unloading all of her insecurities onto me and getting me involved with them.
i swear i am way too nice to her. she needs to change.


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turn the key and slowly unopen the door

Posted February 17 2008 03:32 AM   Mood: Shocked   Listening to: go girl by pitbull hah....yeah  


then this guy comes up to me

speaks red like the rose of a thorn bush,

like all the colours of a royal flush,

and is peelin' off those dollar bills,

Slappin em down.

"one hundred...

two hundred!"

and i can see those fighter planes.

And I can see those fighter planes.






Across the mud huts where the human children sleep,

through the alleys of quiet city streets.

Take the staircase to the first floor,

And take the key and slowly unopen the door.

as the man breathes into his sexophone,

through the walls you can hear the city groan.

outside it's america.

outside it's America.

...america.











(Bullet the Blue Sky)


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Extreme ways are back again

Posted January 1 2008 12:32 PM   Mood: Drained     

extreme Ways

Extreme ways are back again,

Extreme places I didn't know.

I broke everything new again,

Everything that I'd owned.

I threw it out the windows, came along

Extreme ways I know move apart

The colors of my sea..

Perfect color me.







Extreme ways that that help me,

Help me out late at night.

Extreme places I had gone

But never seen any light....

Dirty basements, dirty noise

Dirty places coming through

Extreme worlds alone...

Did you ever like it planned?






I would stand in line for this.....
There's always room in life for this.


Oh baby, oh baby
Then it fell apart, fell apart
Oh baby, oh baby
Then it fell apart, it fell apart
Oh baby, oh baby
Then it fell apart, it fell apart
Oh baby\ oh baby
Like it always does, always does



Extreme songs that told me,

They helped me down every night.

I didn't have much to say.

I didn't get above the light.

I closed my eyes and closed myself

And closed my world and never opened

Up to anything

That could get me along





I had to close down everything

I had to close down my mind

Too many things to cover me

Too much can make me blind.

I've seen so much in so many places

So many heartaches, so many faces

So many dirty things.

You wouldn't even believe...






I would stand in line for this...
It's always good in life for this.

O Baby! oh baby.
Then it fell apart, fell apart
Oh baby, oh baby...
Then it fell apart, it fell apart.

Oh baby, oh baby...
Then it fell apart, it fell apart.
ohhh baby...ohhh, baby.
Like it always does, always does.



this song....the lyrics, i really love it. [even if it IS by moby.....]


aaaahhhrrmmm,,,dark reflexiuns:
i feel my existence waning as i watch the lighted figures walk around me, penetrating me.



sitting in the darkness, waiting in the black pool.

..w a d i n g in the black pool

W a s t i n g in the black pool.





I want to see again, take away the blindness.

I want to be real again; take away your kindness.

I want to feel again but i don't want to be mindless.





i had to close down my mind..
too much could make me blind.

I HAD TO CLOSE DOWN EVERYTHING,
HAD TO CLOSE DOWN MY MIND.


Extreme ways that that help me,

That help me out late at night...
it's so late at night.

please help me out late at night.



Please, man, help me. Help me out late at night.



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