babyido2

Disclaimer (lol)

<P align=justify><FONT face=Garamond size=4>I hate writing this sort of thing so most of this is going to be rambling and only semi-accurate. I live in Tennessee, trying to lead an independent life, which is kind of hard but therein lies the emergence of my independence and immense personal growth – it is because I’ve been forced to do it all myself, because every day is a challenge, because if I’m not assertive I will get trampled over, because if I don’t ask for directions I’ll never find my way, because if I don't stand up for myself no one else will, that I've survived here. And thus, that I am the person I am today: Self-confident, poised, autonomous and sure. Yes, I am sure of myself, my abilities and most importantly, my life. As ty as it sometimes is, at least it’s mine all mine – this life I lead, it’s of my own doing, my own volition. Even when I hate it – when I’m lonely and feeling sorry for myself, when doormen profess their undying love, when so-called friends shove me, this life has MY fingerprints all over it. Who knows what my future holds, but for now, even with all its ups and downs and in-betweens, with the plethora of uncertainties and overwhelming sense of instability, I’m okay here.</FONT></P>