what a day

ever had one of those days where it feels like you just don't belong or fit in. this morning I just stood up feeling way too depressed for this day. I felt like climbing in my car and keep diving till I find the place I really do want to be at... Instead I went shopping for a heater and I found one, i stumbbled throuhg the shops and bought a few thing, but then my mom phoned and I spoke to my hole fam... yeah I miss them since I am at varsity, but hey everybody needs to let go some stage...

well i geuss i am not a sucker for love and way too realistic for something like it. so my day wwill keep going on the way it started untill I finally get my live back into prospective. oh jah since you wondered I had depression once before, I still need to kick the habbit of living inside myself.

I really just want people to accept me the way I am and learn to live with me... later a