In the blink of an eye....

It’s this time of my bachelor life again…

When I’m forced to ponder over things I didn’t expect would happen.

And as I look back through the times when I was being mindful of the "satisfied life" I so naively thought I have in grasp, I breakdown.

My almost-perfect relationship with my oh so faithful girlfriend finally came crashing down. I still remember how her eyes were filled with tears as I told her that I’m not the person she believed me to be. The memory of her hand slipping from mine as she turns and walks away is still vivid. I saw everything coming. Of course I knew from the start that things weren’t meant to be. But the thought of our relationship either making or breaking it at my impulse is just absurdly not an option… and too much of a torture by the way…

And as much as I want to remain strong, sturdy for the public eye, sooner or later I ought to give in.

Everything was good while it lasted.

Unlikely as it may be, things caught me off guard. Everything just went flying off so fast leaving me with nothing but queries.

Fazed, daunted and mocked by one of the cruel ironies of life, there’s nothing else to do but to move forward…. Ever forward

Still, I can’t help but reflect if this is how things are destined to be. Is this the other option I had in mind when I decided to tell her the truth?

On the brighter side, I can’t go any lower… at least not for now..

Shite happens…