Maria

Maria

"♥Farytales Dont Always Have A Happy Ending♥✰"
28, Female from California, Egypt

Byw%~ Test

Posted August 6 2009 10:58 PM   Mood: Cheerful     

B~#&% Test .

[ x ] i think i'm gonna have a high score on this.
[ x] i don't talk to one or both of my parents that much.
[ x ] i have cursed/said horrible things to someones face.
[ ] i give people disgusting looks a lot.
[x ] i've been known to have an attitude.
total so far: 4

[ ] i took heads off dolls or action figures when i was little.
[ x ] i have destroyed something valuable on purpose.
[ ] i love to insult people.
[ ] most people suck.
[ x ] i have thrown temper tantrums
total so far: 6

[ ] i get mad easily.
[ ] i have no clue when i'm doing it too.
[ ] sometimes i order people around.
[ ] i am/was known around my neighborhood as the kid everyone else doesn't want their kids hanging out with.
[ x ] i've argued with a teacher.
total so far: 7

[ x ] sometimes i could honestly care less about school.
[ ] i love messing with other people's heads.
[ ] i've been told im conceited.
[ x ] i joke around.
[ ] i yell daily.
total so far: 9

[ ] i seem to always be in a fight with someone.
[ ] i don't like smiling but do anyways.
[ x ] i know at least 3 people i would like to beat up.
[ x ] i love pranking people.
[ ] i strongly dislike almost everyone
total so far: 11

[ ] people annoy me very easily.
[ x ] you think a lot of people are just flat out immature.-
[ x ] you always have to get the last word.
[ ](in cussing) some people tell you your good at fighting.
[ ] you mostly always have the perfect comeback (or good one atleast)
total: 13

now take your total, and multiply it by 4

repost as " i am a b*$x~ 52% of the time


thoughtz

Posted February 28 2009 01:05 AM   Mood: Frustrated     

Im nothing special im just me..im simple and nice
i have an open mind and i get frustated at times just like anyone
else.
i have feelings and it hurts when people are mean
i dont like to fight its just not me.
Im NOT here looking for swy or s&@ talks
i like people who are different who
are not afraid to be who they truly are
people who are simple and not complicated..someone special


Feelings..of some sort i guess

Posted February 26 2009 06:19 PM   Mood: Sad   Writing:   

Had this dream the other night
I was free
So free from me
But now i've fallen apart again
And hoping that you dont see it

But every time you speak to me
You Hurt me deep inside of me
And every shameful look you give
Hurts me more as time goes by

For your the one I care about
For your the one that gave me life

So please dont talk to me like that
And please dont kick me when I'm down

And yes i've wished that I was her
But I'm not her im only me
Maybe i should change all my ways
And pretend to be more like her
For maybe then you'll like me more
For maybe then I'll feel your love

But im just tired of this games
I'm so tired of this act

I need to feel me one more time
I need to cry alone again
I need to be the me inside
I need someone to help me see
For i dont recognise myself
My eyes are tired it hurts to see

I'm feeling you all over me
I need to be so free from this
I want to feel happy again
I want to be alive again
And be able to look at me
Without feeling ashame and down
With out you looking down at me

For all I want is time with you
To be able to be with you
I want to feel that you are proud
I want you dad to love me too