Bored
Posted August 17 2007 02:46 AM
Mood: Bored
Doing: nothing
<P align=center><FONT face=Arial><STRONG>Boring, Boring, Boring<BR><BR></STRONG>I'm sitting here, all alone at my fathers house, doing absolutly nothing. All my babybrothers are in school, my dad and my stepmother at work, and I'm sitting here. <EM>Alone</EM>. It gets worse. We live in the middle of nowhere, and I'm not here very often, so I don't know the people that lives here. I've already walked the dog, made the dishes, working on my none-existing tan and watched tv. Still I have like 3 hours of nothing to look forward too.. Sure, It takes like 10 minutes with the bike to get to the center of this town, but this is a very litle town, it's a everybody-knows-everyone-town (except me). They have like one coffe-place, a few supermarkets and that's it. So I can't do anything there at my own either. <BR>The irony of the whole thing is that that's exactly why I came here. To do nothing. I've been kind of stressed and in a state of nearly having a nervousbreakdown. So I thought that this would help, and I guess it does, but I'm having a hard time to geting used to doing nothing and just realxing.<BR>I'm so looking forward to this evening. I will meet some people. Wohooo! I'm going to wear my new <EM>jeans</EM> (<BR>a big smile of satisfaction on my face)...<BR>I think I'm going to take shower now...<BR><BR>XXX Faith<BR></FONT></P>