BrandonAnvilGrey

BrandonAnvilGrey
"I think I might be crazy, I don't know to many people that jump out of airplanes for fun."
19, Male from Shelbyville, Kentucky - United States US Chat

I'm moving

Posted March 10 2008 12:20 AM   Mood: Disappointed     

so...I have realized that Michigan has a really nice music program I can actually get a doctors in Composition and theory compared to here I can only get a bachelors..so I am moving to Michigan to attend University of Michigan....I have told one of my best friends and she is like a sister to me but all she did was think about her...she couldn't think about one minute that it might mean a lot to me...It really upsets me that all she can think about is herself...If anyone can relate....please give me some feedback because I'm at a complete loss for words right now.


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when forever seems impossible

Posted March 5 2008 11:37 AM        

Forever seems impossible,
Time is Irrevelant,
Tossing and turning at night,
Will the pain ever subside.
The one person I truly loved slipped right past me and I did nothing to stop it.
I waved while she kept walking,
and here I sit sulking in my own misery and grief.
I never stood a chance.

The one person that I lied to was the person who I could tell anything.
May my sins ever be forgiven.
I don't desereve it.
Hell is where I belong.
Where lovers are liars and the liars are dead.
Perpetual,
Eternal,
My state of existance slowly fading.
I don't want this anymore.

The blade that makes me feel at ease,
oh, how it tortures me.
From the depths of my soul.
From head to toe.
I wish this wasn't real,
I feel so empty.
Yet so abused.
Soul rejected,
I'm Dejected.
and left with a thousand memories of you.


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Torn between thought and reality

Posted March 5 2008 11:36 AM   Mood: Confused     

The loss of ones Soul,
Is the loss of a lifetime.
But when silence prevails,
and your minds conflicted,
all you can do is wait.


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Words can be deceiving

Posted March 5 2008 11:35 AM   Mood: Depressed     

Emptiness, it's like a disease,
works it's way from the inside out
ripping me apart limb by limb.
Your heart believing,
my lips diceiving,
and still the hands of the clock never stop moving.
Theres no pause,
No stop,
No rewind,
We can't just take back whats already done.
The hands of fate have already won.
Can't you see,
Theres only one way out.
We live,
We die,
but in the end we never even tried.
We just waved our white flags,
and wore our white collars with pride.
Yet all along the ones we lied to was ourselves.


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False Hope

Posted March 5 2008 11:34 AM   Mood: Depressed     

Oh, how I long for her touch.
Just to feel the light stroke of her fingertips across my weary face.
Her hands in mine,
standing chest to chest,
I push my fingers through her silky black hair,
Rocking back and forth as we sway in the wind.
Standing cheak to cheak,
We whisper softly but our voices are silenced.
She is juat a memory.


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My Final Hour

Posted March 4 2008 07:16 PM   Mood: Depressed     

Don't look at me,
I'm not fit for the eyes.
An evil has been born,
and on this dawn the creator will kill it's spawn.
Tonight I am the sacrifice,
I am the goat,
I am the unwilling martyr,
and the unforgiven.
At midnight my soul will part from this world, and my body remain.
Forever in search of my one true love.
Always one step ahead of me,
Together we will never be.


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