Boy1236

Boy1236

"Happy to be alive"
Looking for a Date
19, Male from And Bahrain, Saudi Arabia

What Will They Think ?

Posted August 26 2008 09:17 AM   Mood: Mellow   Listening to: the clock tiking, tik .. tok .. tik .. tok ...  

We sometimes think, feel, and do things that other people might find wrong.

but deep inside ourselves, there is this small voice that says DO IT !

I'm not talking about Evil thoughts, I'm talking about things that might be good !

didn't you one time felt the need laugh out loud in a public place ?

didn't you ever try tasting something .... which is Not food ?

things you might find amusing, or funny

like acting like you are talking on the phone in an elevator... to make yourself look important

sometimes we have weird thoughts, we cancel them, why ?

because they make us look like someone else, beside our old self

something funny like that happened to me ...

I was in an elevator, full of people, a girl looked into her pockets, then she brought out

a car key, something inside me told me : Say Something !

most of the time, I will keep my mouth shut and say nothing, cuz I think it's inappropriate.

but forthat one time, I decided to break my rules, so I said : Mazda ...

everyone there looked at me ... then looked at the key, then they acted like nothing happened ...

the elevator stopped, I walked in the parking lot going to my car, started the car and sat in

it, 1 minute later, the girl with the keys driving her car, stops in front of me, looked at me for a few seconds, then drove away !

I'd kill just to know ... what was she thinking ??!!

was what I did good, bad, or what ?.... never gonna find the answer to that xD




RAGE !!

Posted August 23 2008 03:19 AM        

Sometimes, you just wake up feeling like s*** !

you don't want to see anyone, everyone seems damn Stupid !

Nothing works like it should, food doesn't taste so good

you try to find a reason for all this anger, but you can't

you feel like you want to break something, or someones neck !

but then, in the middle of your killing spree ...

you see someone, or hear something, it might not be funny of meaningful ...

you'll just freeze like you have been hit with a bullet, and you ask yourself :

why was I angry? what was it all about ?

......


Life... in a few lines

Posted August 14 2008 11:08 PM   Mood: Drained     

life ... you can make it long and you can make it short, it depends on the decisions you make

in life, people fight each other for many reasons, some stupid, some good, but shouldn't we all have patience? and turn the other cheek?

in life, people with different believes kill each other, and keep forgetting, whatever it is that you worship... did he tell you kill other people?

in life, people try to find love, but they look in the wrong places, and all they get is a broken heart, and it's not always their fault

in life, changing is hard, people will try to stop anyone from changing, because they are afraid from the unknown

in life, if you want to be special, you have to be strong, because in life "the nail that sticks out, gets hammered "

LIFE is a big mystery,no one could figure it out ... because no one really want to


Prayer of a sinner ...

Posted July 22 2008 04:46 PM   Mood: Grateful     

Good God, you are the only perfect one ever ...

Please, give me a chance because it's now or never ...

Most of the time we need you to be our guide, and now I need your help more than ever ...

I am looking at myself, and I cry, because my sins are getting bigger ...

Please light up my way to as I go into a dark path , and may I be cursed if I forget you ever ...

Even if I prayed all my life, I can thank you enough, Never ...



(Look at life in a diffrent way, and remember god in every step of the way )




My Brain Talking

Posted July 21 2008 04:26 AM        

Here I am, sitting next to my 19" moniter, and as always... alone

I'm feeling sad ... dark ... and I feel like am living in hell

living in this S***ty country in what it used to be .. a nice place

everyone is feeling gloomy...cuz they have bearly enough money to buy food

"We are the largest oil exporter on the F***in' planet" and everyone have to
work twice as hard other people do

I want to run ... but to where ??? I don't know

at least I promised my self, next summer, i'll be working in a part-time job
in Malaysia, it will be better than staying here doing nothing like a dead corps

All I can say :I Was Born At the Wrong Place At The Wrong Time

I need help ... to run ... or to at least ... to wake-up from this nightmare.


Style Indeed

Posted July 18 2008 05:19 PM        


I Need A Muse ...

Posted July 18 2008 05:15 PM   Mood: Sad   Listening to: love songs..  


To All People ...

Posted July 18 2008 05:11 PM        


Beautiful People ... why ?

Posted July 18 2008 05:00 PM   Mood: Mellow     

Boy sees a girl, he thinks that she is beautiful and other girls are not ! why?

all girls have head with nose, eyes, and mouth, So why some are just more beautiful ?

Frankly... I don't have a clue !

Scientifically speaking : is it because of our DNA ? Do we get attracted to people with a good DNA so when we "Mate" our children well have better DNA formation than us ?

but again, I am wrong, if I was right, all people should have near-perfect DNA, but it's not hapening, insted, we get weaker as we breed and more diseases are appearing.

So, Again ... why are we attracted to beautiful people ? this is still a mystery


Better Person ?

Posted July 18 2008 04:45 PM        

How Can I Be a Better Person ?

it doesn't always mean that you should be nice and stuff, sometime we should be Bad !

Sometimes we should be the person screeming (****) out of the window !

why ? to do the thing that everyone else was too afraid to do, to show all the people where is the mistake.

why keep it in while you can let it out ? we only live ones ! do whatever you like!

laugh out hard in a crowded place, tell someone that he have an ugly haircut-or he needs one-

steal the candy from a baby ... OK that was too far ... but I hope you got my point