Animal of Love

Monday, April 21, 2008 5:46:00 PM   Mood: Tired      


Animal of Love


I am so lonely
let this day
be my creation

I know what I'll make
a animal of love
will be the thing

I'll take the cotton
stuff it into cloth
then what will I do?

Take the sewer
sew the thing together
for my creation

Put eyes on the thing
then whatever else
there im not so lonely now

I've got my animal of love
as my cuddler
which loves me too

You May Think Your Welcome, but Your Not

Monday, April 21, 2008 5:45:00 PM   Mood: Thirsty      


You may think your welcome
In my grandmother’s body,
But seriously you are not

You may think you’re scary
But your scariness is no match
For her body

Cancer you may think you can win
And take her life easily
Well you cannot

You may have taken
My other relatives
But this is her first time with you
She can take you all the way

If she has survived two heart attacks
She can take you
And beat you out

Cancer I don’t know why
You think your so controlling,
But really you cannot be

Grandma is strong to the soul
She is not going to let you take her down
And really it is not her turn to go

You might as well go away,
Because chemo is going to burn you out
Inch by inch until there is nothing left of you

Cancer why do you have to give her problems?
I mean there must be a reason
Why you attack the
And not the guilty

You think your all that,
Well honestly your really not,
Because grandma is the one who is all that
And her all that is going to beat you


Cancer why are you here?
Seriously you may attack easy,
But anyways you might as well play your games now
But soon you will be fringed

So why not take the easy way
And get out before
You get hurt

So if I were you I would get out
While I could,
Because if you do not
She is going to get you instead

So you may think your welcome,
But really your not

THREE YEARS

Monday, April 21, 2008 5:44:00 PM   Mood: Tired      


THREE YEARS

NOW THREE YEARS HAVE PAST
SINCE YOU HAVE LEFT US
AND GONE TO A MYSTERIOUS PLACE
WHERE WE CAN'T SEE YOU
OR HEAR YOU SPEAK
THE WORDS I LOVE YOU
OFF YOUR LIPS
YOUR SMILE S
IN THE AIR
YOUR SINGING VOICE
WHISPERS SWEETLY
IN THE WIND
THE WORDS I LOVE YOU
COMES OUT TO SEE US
AFTER A RAIN SHOWER
CREATES A RAINBOW
FOR US ALL TO SEE EACH OTHER
TO SAY THOSE THREE PREACIOUS WORDS
TO EACH OTHER
YOUR SPIRIT
GUIDES US
UNTIL ITS OUT TURN
TO COME TO YOU
BUT UNTIL THEN
MORE YEARS WITHOUT YOU WILL PASS
ALL THOUGH YOUR MEMORIES WILL STAY HERE
TO HELP US REMEMBER THE HAPPY TIMES
UNTIL WE COME HOME WITH YOU









THREE YEARS (wrote this last year when it marked the 3rd mark of my grandfather)

Only A Soldier

Monday, April 21, 2008 5:43:00 PM   Mood: Sleepy    Writing:   


Only a soldier
Who fights for what he believes is right,
But in return does not get the support he needs

Only a soldier
Poisoned with sickness
By ravishing foods

It matters not to anyone
That what they did, was right
Or how they were the first to go

Yet only a soldier they are
Whose history is not recorded
For any good deed, they done

Only a soldier
Who suffers the consequences of all
And only leaves a hollowing cry

They are paid poorly,
While their bodies suffer
With missing parts

Only a soldier
Who is left with mixed emotions
And they wonder if they will perish

Only a soldier
Who could pass
But then is quickly replaced

They are mixed with bodies
Of the identified
And will never be reclaimed