Devin

Devin
"Reality is nothing but a dream in slow-motion."
22, Male from Ottawa, Ontario - Canada Canadian Chat

Everything

Posted June 8 2008 12:20 AM   Mood: Aggravated   Doing: Music haha  

she dances in my mind
she's tattooed on my skin
she's everything I want to be
she's everything I've never been
she's wonderful and full of joy
she's a precious gem unique and coy
she's balanced between her looks and who she is inside
she's this feeling in me that refuses to subside

Her words melt into me like the horizon into sea
Her velvet lips if I were to kiss them my heart would fill with glee
Her affectionate personality lures me to her
Her imperfections to me are nothing but a blur
Her smile brightens up my day when I'm depressed and all alone
Her voice relaxes me every time I hear it's tone

It could just be a crush or maybe it's just obsession
but every time I think of her I loose all my aggression
my head becomes full of thoughts of happiness
my anger starts to fade away and is replaced with bliss
my heart that was once hallow with hatred for the world
Is now exploding with love for her that is slowly being unfurled

If I could express my true feelings instead of keeping them locked away
I would tell her how much she meant to me with an affectionate display
If I could express my feelings for her in one word
It would be a word that no one has ever heard
If she was in front of me right now I wouldn't know what to say
Words can't describe the feelings I have for her each day
If I could give her the world I would do it instantly
Even if to do it I had to do it defiantly
If I could spend one night with her and watch the earth go to sleep
The memories of that one night I would forever keep

She will always mean everything to me even if we are to part
Forever she will be the only one that holds my heart


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Let me fade away

Posted April 23 2008 11:22 AM        

My blood starts to boil
Agony spreads beneath my veins
A voice within keeps calling
There is no answer to this cry
as the heavens light up
Fire in the sky
In my heart
oh this torture
I must take this path, you've laid before me
Ohh feel the ground tremble around us
feel the earth shatter beneath your feet
all the hells of earth let loose
None that you can defeat
So long yet, I still remember
Words that have lost meaning
Burned deep into my mind
memories flow down my spine
To long, no never, this can't be true
We are no more, that's simple
But letting go is harder, then letting loose
Take me away
Remove me from this body where we lay
This death.....
This is death!
Whispers in the dark
but no ones calling
So I let it.. let it all fade away
No mountain was high enough
No water was to shallow
Nothing was impossible
Then it all drifted away
and the earth, began to shake
Prison bars shot high into the forbidden blackened sky
Now I.. I can't go on.
Take me! Take me away !
End me, like you ended us
You cruel bastard
Show yourself
You Damned and hated one
Take me away, TAKE ME AWAY !
Forever isn't long enough. Not long enough for me. NOT LONG ENOUGH FOR YOU!
Now , TAKE ME AWAY!
Let my decent begin, let me shed this SKIN!
Take me to where you lay
let me fade away


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Feeling

Posted April 23 2008 11:21 AM        

born beneath the skin
stains the silk
Drips out of me onto the floor
incomprehensible
Writing on the walls
singing me a song
gasping roars
painted on the surface
casting a silhouette
pushing me to move
goating me to it
wrapping its arms around me
its a touch; a cold embrace
binding with my soul
blinding light inside
unleashed upon my heart
filling me complete
then leaving for a moment
coming back to me
to dance with me again
and the process starts
from beginning to end


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My heart she fled

Posted April 23 2008 11:20 AM        

Love has abandoned me...
Into the shadow I go
No life for me here...
Never more for me to know
My whispers...
Have no ear to hear
My heart...
Has been impaled upon this spear
My hopes...
Have been shattered
My dreams...
Blow away with the wind
My thoughts tattered...
Thick blood is now thinned
There is nowhere anymore...
No person to look to
There is, no, one anymore...
My angel has flew
I lay to rest...
But I don't rest at all
I once was blessed...
But now I crawl
I stay alive on hope...
That she'll come back to me
My lucid angel...
From my heart she flee


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